Resolutions

“我喜欢你，当初在公司见到你的时候，我就开始喜欢上你。
也许，我并不是你所喜欢的女生类型，
可是，有时候喜欢一个人，就是那么的简单，也不许要任何理由。
有人说，爱情是不是都让天下的有心人受尽折磨呢？”

This dialogue is found in Lin Yu Zhong's second album. A drama version of his 'Xuan Lu' (Melody).
You know the Melodi sang by him and Sheila Majid? Yeah, the drama version of the chinese version of Melodi. Don't understand it? Ok, i'll translate it for you.

"I like you, when I first saw you in the office, I already began to like you.
Maybe, I'm not the type of girl you like,
but, sometimes when you like a person, it's that simple, and there's no reason behind it.
Some people say, does love make people who have a crush suffer?"

I just find this whole phrase very interesting and meaningful. People can easily fall in love, and there's no reason on why or how. Haha, no it's not related to me ok! Btw, you should go listen to the whole drama, it's so nice and touching!

Don't know what's wrong with me the whole day today, so clumsy and blur the whole day. Because I'll get to see Evan Yo tomorrow? Hah! Joke of the year. Kakaka, I'm happy i get to go for his press conference. But I'm not excited. I'm more excited on what's gonna happen next week :D

Anyway, I was suppose to blog about something else. I have new resolutions! Instead of NEW YEAR resolutions, I'm gonna have NEW MONTH RESOLUTIONS! April is coming! Haha, not funny =_="

I vow to:
- Lose weight! ( I lost 2 kg so far, gambateh!)
- Spend more time on my studies (Tough one, but i'll try)
- Read newspaper everyday (*nag nag nag* yes I know i don't read enough newspapers, being in the hotel line samore fffuhhh!)
- Watch all the dramas I can! (How am I gonna study like that?)
- Do something to my room... It's so... plain.
- Go swimming every week
- Spend less money.

Yeah, that's about it... I guess I'll add in more in my MAY resolutions.

Adios!!!

Thinking too much or it's true?

Often I wonder, whether I'm disliked by everyone.
It's not an unusual scenario that people talk bad about others, gossiping about others or dislike other people. So I'm just wondering, how many people in this world actually hates me.

When I tried to make conversations with others and the other party doesn't seem to respond, I will think that they hate me. They don't want to talk to me. When I tried to be nice, I'm scared that they're just 'forcing' themselves to be nice to me. When I talk a lot, I'm worried that people will be annoyed that I talked too much. When I ask a lot of question, I will think that they're irritated by me.

A lot of times, my friends said that I'm too serious. I don't know how to have fun. Most of the time, I can't blend into others' conversation. I tried, but I just can't. People say I'm too quiet. And there's times people say I'm action because I look like one. And worst, people are scared of me.

Sigh. Is it just I'm thinking too much? But I think it's true. That's why I don't have much friends in my life. Saddening huh.

Different people has different views on different things. Nobody can find somebody who shares the same view on every single thing. Each individual has their own preferences. Who they want to mix with, what they want to do, where they want to go. Some people choose to be flexible, some insist on doing their way.

Where are the miracles?
Do they even exist?
I'm feeling so miserable.
Someone make them go away please.
Who are the people who can make me smile?
Where are you when I need you to make me laugh?
Day and night I feel so dull,
I've cried long enough.

Fearing that people will get annoyed of me asking too many questions, I talk less, I ask less.
I feel like i'm forming a shield from the outside world.
I fear that people will hurt me, and also me hurting other people.
I don't dare to tell people about myself. I'm scared people will run away from me.
Well, no matter what I do, people will run away from me.

Sigh, I don't know why am I blogging about this. I'm losing faith in myself. I'm losing faith in people around me.
I don't want... I don't want to be like this.

Signing off, the emo me.

I'm Back.

I'm back!
Back from where?
From Penang!
Went Penang for what?
For Danny! Hehe. Well, few weeks back, when I know that Danny will be going to the North for his promo, I suddenly have the feeling that 'if I don't go, I'll regret'. Sar and A. Audrey, sorry to 'force' you all to Penang, but I'm glad you guys willing to go with me. Thank you all so much.

Be prepared for a super freaking long post.

Sar came to my house at 8.30am and we left to fetch A. Audrey. Went for wan tan mee for breakfast and our journey to the north begins. We stopped at Sungai Buloh. Then all the way to Behrang. And finally at 2pm we reached Penang! Ho ho ho. We head to USM straight and met up with Lay Leng and Ju Yen. Took some pics in front of Daniel's faculty.


Then we head to the hall where the Adwave event is. On the way we saw Yasmin Ahmad outside the hall taking photos with the students and taking a 'break'. If you know what I mean. We first went to the stall beside the hall for some free lunch :p Then we walk to the hall. Coincidently Danny's van arrive at that time. My hands started to shake and my heart beat was very fast. I don't know why, no matter how many times I see one artist, no matter who they are, I'm scared of them. Danny and the PAs walked past us, we called him but he didn't hear. Listening to his Ipod Video. I think is Ipod Video la. He mentioned in a mag that he wanted it.


Went in the hall, it was pitch black cuz they were showing all the adverts that Yasmin Ahmad had shot before. Very funny, nice, touching, memorable ads that we've seen on TV before.

Then the emcee announced the performance of Yogi bla bla bla from Taylor's College PJ. When the guy came out, I was like 'Omg, that guy's from my college!' and when the girls came out 'Omg again, that girl's my junior!' *pengsan* But, nice dance. Nice groove. Haha!

Then it was prize giving, prize giving and moreee prize giving. Until about 4pm or later then it's Danny's turn! Woo hoo! Something different this time. He did a medley of Jin Yan, Love & Freedom and Wanna Dance With You, then he sang The One Telling You, and Siapa. He said he must talk in English cuz there's different races there. Some girls shouted 'Danny, ni hen shuai!' (Danny, you very handsome) and he said 'Zhe ge wo zhi dao.' (This one I know) and he said "Ni men yao jiang ying yu, ta men ting bu dong.' (You all must say in English, they don't understand.) And they shouted 'Danny, you very handsome!' And he said 'thank you thank you' Haha sakai one lah he. Listening to him speaking English is just so funny. Not that his English is not good, but I guess I seldom hear him speak English. He saw us and said 'TQ to my KL friends.' HT saw us, and I went over and talk to her for awhile.

There was a lucky draw, where lucky people can get lucky and so lucky that they get his lucky album and lucky t-shirt. Hmpf. Haha. After he give out the prizes, we left and waited for him at the back. He came out and we took a group photo together.


Then they left, we walked to the van but the van already driving away. We walked to the main road thinking they'll turn our side but they turn left instead. Lay Leng said they will make a u-turn. Really they made a u-turn and head our way. So this Sar and A. Aud stand in the middle of the road and wave at him. He waved back. They were going to Kulim. I wanted to go Kulim, but don't know the way there, so better not go. If Danny don't mind us tailing their back, I don't mind la hahaha! Crazy... mimpi gila.

So we left and went to check in at Cititel. Rested for awhile and Aunty Swan and Uncle IH came and bring us for early dinner. Suppose to meet up with Aunty Wendy who is coincidently at Penang as well but she got dinner as well. We had dinner at the hawker center near Sunway Hotel. Ate some super freaking spicy curry mee. Expensive la that place. Never go there again =_=" Then we went and buy Tau Sar Pheah at Ghee Hiang. Then Uncle IH fetch us back to the hotel. Thanks Uncle IH and Aunty Swan for the wonderful dinner although you guys are busy. A lot of Japanese tourists were staying at Cititel. Hmm, i wonder why.

Bath, change, and watch Project Superstar on TV. Vivian, Kibi, Ling and Orange. Vivian did quite well singing 'Wo Men De Ai'. Orange is soooo pretty and her 'Ni Guang' was awesome. If only all of them can stay in the show. =(

At 9.30pm we left for Juru. We were late. Reach there at 10.10pm. I was so scared that Danny finished singing already. But we were just on the spot. The place was packed! We paid RM15 to go in. For a glass of Jasmine green tea. But no choice, we can't wait. Saw Su Ling, haha, she was surprised to see us. Danny sang Love & Freedom, Lian Ai Le and Siapa. He's so nice, posing for all the cameras. Waving hie to everybody. Then he had a mini autograph session. Not bad, quite a lot of people queue. I asked HT whether I can sign the Green Love poster, then she say ok. So I let him sign it, though he used silver pen and can't really see the signature. Then took a pic with him. =)

Kesian him. From morning until night. Sigh. After that we went downstairs to wait for him near the van. He came down, took pic with other fans and shook hand with us. He asked us where we stay, and we said 'we'll be overnighting in Queensbay to wait for you tomorrow.' Then he said "Err, then later I'll buy some Maggi mee for you all lah." >.<" That's all for Day One. We went back to the hotel and slept until 8.30am the next day. Wash up and wait for Lay Leng to bring us for makan-makan. Jolene and Joel came to take the books and photo frame that CY asked me to pass to them. Then we checked out and went for Koey Teow Th'ng at Lebuh Clarke. Interesting. They have 4 different types of balls in a bowl of noodles. Fish ball, pork ball, and 2 more dunno what balls. :D It was nice, but if the soup is a little bit sweeter then it'll be perfect. Sweeter as in more flavor from the bones.

Then, ini Sar tak cukup, so we went to Restoran Kek Seng, Penang Road to have our usual ice kacang, assam laksa and char kuey teow. Undeniable, the char kuey teow is awesome. The assam laksa and ice kacang too. Well, actually nice or not, it actually depends on personal preference lah. I say nice, doesn't mean you will say nice. You say nice, doesn't mean I will say nice. Right? So if you eat and you don't think is nice, don't blame me ok?

Yes, the ice kacang comes with durian ice cream. Mr Tay Boon loves it. Haha, did i mention that I bumped into him when I was in Penang during CNY? Haha. When I went back to college and saw him, he said he likes the durian ice cream there. Hehe! Funny guy lah he. Btw, the white board behind is written there 'One must order at least a drink. If don't order anything you will be charged RM0.40.' Haha, I find it interesting.

Then we head to Queensbay Mall. Walked a few rounds. Bought a baby monkey soft toy for Danny. But I have a feeling he has it already. When we went to the stage there, his van is already outside the entrance. They were inside the van. That was at 1.30pm. Sales was good, they sold his 1st album as well. Quite a lot of people. =D The emcee Jin Long recognized us and said 'you guys are from KL right? I recognized you all'. Danny came out and sang 'Love & Freedom, Wai Hor Xiong Tai Dor and Siapa'.

Emcee: Other than fans from Penang, there are fans from KL right?
Danny: Yes, and they slept outside here yesterday.
Emcee: Why?
Danny: Cuz they said they got no hotel to stay, so they sleep outside here.
Us: Maggi leh?
Danny: I forgot to buy. Lol.
Emcee: What maggi mee?
Danny: I said I will buy maggi for them. But I went back hotel and I slept straight away. Forgot.
Emcee: Oh, now they asking hutang from you. Why you never invite them to your hotel?
Danny: I forgot.
Emcee: Anyway, 5 of us were squeezing in one room, so no place also lah.

Swttttt. Haha. Then all the fans took a group photo with Danny with him on the stage and we below. We saw this cute little black puppy lying down so obediently in a girl's bag sitting behind us. Soooo cute. It just sat there quietly, never make any noise. The girl take her jacket and cover it so that it doesn't get cold.

We stayed until Danny come out from the 'backstage'. We took a group photo of 5 of us, and had a small chat with the emcee, Jin Long. Then Danny came out and went into the van. Teng called at that time, so Sar, A.Aud, LayLeng and Juyen walked near the van and say bye to him.

Red>red>black>green>green =D

And so our journey in Penang ended. We left and head back to KL. On the way hoping to see the van but of course unsuccessful. haha. Reached KL at 8pm. Anyway, I had a great time in Penang. Thank you Sar, A. Audrey, Lay Leng and Ju Yen for making my trip so wonderful and unregretted. And thank you Mr. D1, HT, LJ, JL & APU. San fu you all lah =D I was so tired yesterday that I slept at 11pm after watching PSS result and woke up 11am this morning =_=". So sad that Vivian was eliminated. But she is happy that she did her best. Girl, you're always my superstar. =D And I'm happy that Orange and Nick got it. Yay! Of course I wished all of them can get in. Ok, that's all. Fooh, I took 1 hour to blog.

Signing off. Cherrios!

*Don't ask me why some is in green, some is in black. I can't seem to change it. =_="

-I'll live on to see you shine-

Happy Birthday Ester

Was suppose to go for Jacky Cheung's autograph session in Sg Wang yesterday.
But CS called to go celebrate Ester's birthday so no choice but to cancel my 'chase star' plan.
Oops.

Drove Ester and Fi to Cheras to meet up with CS and SS. Then we hop into CS's car and she drove to Ampang for korean food. -drooling- Got lost in the middle of the way cuz CS took the wrong turning. Luckily managed to find the place after she get directions from her friend.

This Korean restaurant, Han Woo Ri is situated in Ampang Jaya (I think), near Ampang Point and De Palma hotel. In so called the Korean Village. Whereby the whole block of buildings are full of Korean restaurants, Korean marts and even Korean language center. :D There are so many Korean restaurants, how do you know which is nice and which is not? Well, all you can do is... try each and every one of them :D

BBQ Beef

Side dishes

After dinner we headed to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng in Cheras Leisure Mall for a drink. Thanks for the night out gals. I enjoyed myself very much. Listening to all your stories. Gossips gossips :D We wanted to order that huge tub of milk tea specially for birthdays but we had to spend RM30, and we were awfully full to the max. So no luck :( Next time lah. Drink till you drop man that one. So big tub. By the way, minimum 6 person required.

Me and the birthday girl.

Because Of You...

Just because of you...
I can't sleep last night...
My heart beat so fast...
I kept thinking about you the whole night...
Don't know to pity you or to curse you...
I love you and I hate you...
I've always wanted you, but you kept disappointing me...
Having you late at night, keeps me awake throughout the night...
Why?
I don't know why...
I know I will not be able to sleep after I see you...
But I still want to...
Why?
I still don't understand why...

Who am I talking about??

It's not who...

It's IT.





Reminder: Never allow me to drink 'milk tea' after 10pm at night... It makes me vomit, going to the toilet 3 times within 10 minutes, causing me an airy stomach, and a sleepless night. >.<"

So now you understand my posting la? Hahaha... I'm sure you guys were thinking why is it so menggelifyingkan... Kakakakak!

Dramas, dramas and more dramas!

Gosh, I'm so addicted to dramas nowadays...
I want to watch all the dramas!
I want to chase all the Taiwanese and HK dramas that I've missed! Came across 'KO One' drama on Youtube... I'm soooo tempted to watch it now. Sobz...

- KO One
- Sonria Pasta
- The Rose
- Magic Ring
- Hana Kimi
- Princess Hours
- Devil Beside You
- Ah Wong
- Jao Dim Fung Wan
- Silence
- Herb of Lover
- Love Contract
- Lavender 2 (Hua Xiang)
- Tokyo Juliet
- The Pawnshop No. 8
- The Magicians Of Love
- Seventh Grade
- At Dolphin Bay

*Pengsan* Mati oh... so many shows to catch...

'White white' went to college

Went to college for nothing yesterday and today.
Yesterday suppose to have 2 classes from 11am to 3.30pm. End up Ms Karen was not back from France yet. And Mr Wong had to be jury for senior's dissertations. Shutz.
Today, don't know what's wrong with me, thinking that class is at 11am but it's actually at 1pm. Was wondering why aren't there anybody in the class. Called Ivy and went to the library. And Ivy ask me 'How come you went to the classroom. Class not in the afternoon meh?' I was like, shutz! I could have slept two more hours. And end up whole day's class cancelled. So I went to find SS for a quick lunch and send her to the LRT station to go class. I went back to college to borrow books from the library and went home. And here I am now blogging.

Nothing much happened in the past weekend. I went to Gary's showcase in Pg on friday and came back on saturday. Then Sunday went to Malacca for Eric's promo. And rush back for Daniel's event at South City Plaza. Tiring betul. But I enjoyed it =D

Me: (Asking Eric) You sick ar?
Eric: Ehhh, no, hot lah.

Kakaka, he's so cute lah. Then when he was taking photo with another guy, me and CY were looking at him, I guess he felt that we were looking at him, he looked at us and smiled. Haha. So cute!! Sigh, he's going to fly to Beijing soon. Sob... Have a safe trip ya Eric.


Have been thinking a lot for the past few days. I guess I am really lacking in my studies. Perhaps I should just quit everything and stay at home and study. Exam is like 2 months away. Fail means i'm out of this course. I better start studying already. 2 weeks holiday starting next week. Haha, guess i'll just stay at home and study.

Stop acting like you're the center of attraction. Stop thinking that everybody likes you, everybody wants to be with you, everybody loves to go out with you and everybody will follow whatever you said. I thought you were old enough to think like an adult. Stop thinking that you can do whatever you want, and you can get whatever you want to get.

Something really 'unnecessary' I would say happened yesterday. I don't know why, I don't know how it happened all of the sudden. Why a big fuss? It's not about trust, it's about promise. I think you know the meaning of the word. I'm just keeping my promise. I don't think I did anything wrong. Blame me, hate me, scold me, do whatever you want, I'm still keeping my promise. I hope you make it clear.

What Can I Do?

Went to Kuantan on Wednesday for one day trip...
Actually, it was a very last minute decision cuz Uncle IH wanted to go and check out fishing boats... So asked us to follow him there. Learned and heard a lot of stories from him. I guess many people were shocked to know. Looking at their facial expression. Well, I guess I would be the same if I were them.

I'm so not in the mood to study or do my work. Haha, i've been saying this for like the past few years huh? This year, really totally 0% no mood. Don't know how am I gonna pass... Maybe I should just fail it and work instead :(

I had a bad dream the other day... A very bad one... You won't know what happens tomorrow... Perhaps the next minute you'll be gone... Perhaps you'll be a star... Perhaps, perhaps...

What can I do, when I need advice, but there's no one at all that I can go to?
What can I do, if it's the end of the world tomorrow?
What can I do, when the whole world is facing its back on me?
What can I do, when I know that dreams will NEVER come true?

My imagination is running wild today. I just don't know what happen. I can't control it. Crazy thoughts. Really stupid. Crazy. Getting angry and sad over all these imaginations... Waaa~~

You made my day... thanks :)

Holiday = No Work?

This whole week I'm very the free... Why? Because few lecturers teaching us have to follow the senior degree students for their France trip, so a lot of class cancelled. Only Thursday have to go for 1 class in the morning.

Gosh, we were told to use the free time to do our assignments and find information for our projects. But, for the past three days, all I did was eat, sleep, online, online and online... All I did was sitting in front of the comp, either browsing through forums or watch Lavender.

Arghhh... I have so many things to do... But I'm just too lazy to move from my chair to do other things... Don't have the 'oomph' to do other things except to online :D Clean my room? Not. Do homework? Not. Cook? Not. Wash my car? Lagi not.

I've been wanting to cook... to try out different recipes. Don't know why, nowadays I'm into Asian food... I keep wanting to cook those typical asian food like curries, fish head noodles, soto, laksa etc. But it's not cheap to cook all those. A lot of ingredients needed, and if I were to only cook a small portion, mah as well I go ta pao? Aih, memafankan... Plus, I don't know if it only happens to me or other people as well, I need the whole day to plan what to cook.

Yes yes, I know you guys will ask 'when wanna cook for me?', soon ok? I'm always scared that I will cook the wrong things... and end up nobody eat. That's why, I seldom cook for other ppl. Sendiri cook, sendiri makan won't complain mah... And to be honest, I only know how to cook a couple of dishes only. Really! I swear!

Why am I such a coward? I'm scared to talk, i'm scared to ask, i'm scared to even look. Sigh. Shy? Gosh, all these will happen when I meet new people or friends. Useless me X_X Met some new people. Gosh, I just kept quiet all the while, looking at my handphone all the while. Just answer yes/no when they ask me questions. Swt man. Now I regret.

Nearly met an accident yesterday. After fetching my bro to OUG, was on my way back, and this car coming out from a small lane on my left wanted to turn to the opposite lane. Hello! Never take test ar? Never see whether got car or not he straight away turn, turn also senget turn into my lane. Turn right in front of me! If I didn't brake immediately, 2 more inches will bang already. Crazy fella. I hon at him. Sorry pun tak cakap. He terus reverse and I drive straight. Hmpf, I so wanted to go down and scold him. Chow turtle! But I don't dare la of course hehe. Anyway, I'm just thankful that nothing happened, which is good :D

I suddenly have the urge to renovate my room... as in change into a different 'style'... Hmm, anybody want to design my room for me? So that it looks less messy? Haha.

Totally unexpected...

Went for Project Superstar shows two days in a row.
Yesterday - for Vivian
Today - for Henley

At this stage, looking at all 8 of them, I actually like all of them. I don't want any of them to leave. But, sigh, it's a competition. Sooner or later, they will have to leave.

I totally love Orange's make up and outfit yesterday. Diana's voice is good. Yuni sang pretty well for F.I.R's Revolution. And I actually like Vivian's r&b song!


Henley looks like a star today, sang pretty well but he's sick. Yi Xin challenged a fast song. Nick's 'zhuan shu tian shi' was superb. Everyone loved Wee's performance, maybe because he's the sporting type.


Results: Eliminated - Vivian, Orange, Yi Xin, Nick

I never expected Vivian and Nick to go out. I cried in the studio. Especially when they announced Vivian's name. Why??? She deserved to stay! Well, everybody deserved to stay! And Nick... On stage, Henley already think that he'll be out. But, end up it's Nick. Tough competition. Really tough.

Well, anyway, there's still the revival round.

After the show, we waited outside for the contestants to come out. They were hurried to the car. So only manage to hug Vivian and shake hands with Henley. Didn't took pic with any superstar contestants. I find it weird. In MI and OIAM, everybody will wait until the end of the show to take pics with the contestants. But in PSS, only a few will wait. And the crew will hurry the contestants away. Grr... I only took pic with Tang Xiao Kang. He's so cute la. So small size =p and a funny guy.

Saw this cute guy at the show. =p but nah, i won't tell u who. kakakaka!

Gosh, i'm liking Henley more and more. Uh oh, Teng, don't kill me. =p

Tagged the Tag

Got tagged by RachaelTeng (again).
But I could have chosen not to do it.
But because I'm bored, that's why I did it.
Not that I don't have anything else to do, I have loads of homework to do.
But I don't feel like doing 'em, and I choose to do this.
Argh, cut the crap. I'm not gonna tag anyone. So, here goes!

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE

Name : S. Eve Lynn
Birth Date : 17th

Current Status : Errm... healthy :D
Eye Colour : Dark Brownish?
Hair Colour : Nice! :D
Right of lefty : Right

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE

My Heritage : Chinese, fat, short, 4-eyes >.<" My Fears : Reptiles, kiasu, kiasi
My weaknesses : Bad in directions, being fat & ugly
My Perfect Pizza : Hawaiian chicken with lots of pineapples, chicken & mushrooms!

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

My thoughts first waking up : I want to sleep somemore!
My bedtime : Ho ho.. I don't know if it's considered 'late' or 'early'? =p
My most missed memory : My primary schooldays... Being in the innocent childhood...

LAYER 4 : MY PICK

Pepsi or coke : Coke.
McDonald's or Burger kings : McD
Single or grouped dates : Single
Adidas or Nike : Definitely Nike. I'm a Nike fan :D
Tea or Nestea : Err, both can ah?
Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla yummy!
Cappuccino or Coffee : None. Don't like both.

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...

Smoke : Nope.
Curse : Haha... yes, but I don't curse in bad words... I mean, seldom :p Does 'chow turtle' counts?
Take a shower : Like duhhh!
Have a crush : You mean now? Nope.
Think you've been in love : Nope. Never. & I think never will :p
Go to school : Of course! Education is important ok!
Want to get married : Definitely. But it depends whether I can find or not. If no love, how to? Marry myself? =_="
Believe in yourself : Yeah, sometimes.
Think your a health freak : Erm, definitely no. But I'm changing currently. Trying to eat healthily. I repeat 'TRYING'.

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST

Drank alcohol : Haha, of course. Being in the F&B line.
Gone to the mall : Yeah... almost every week.
Been on stage : Haha... many times
Eaten sushi : I think it was in December. Oh, I miss sushi now!
Dyed your hair : Yeah... in December last year. & I love the colour.

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...

Played a stripping game : Nope.
Changed who you were to fit in : Tried to. But failed. Because I'm proud to be I am who I am =D

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...

To be married : Erm 26/27

LAYER 9 : IN A GUY..

Best eye colour : Any. I like guys with nice eyes.
Best hair colour : Black/Brown. I find other colours are very 'la-la'.
Short hair or long hair : Both are fine for me :D

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A minute ago : Erm, answering this?
Hour ago : On my way to fetch my mum.
4.5 hours ago : Playing chess with 'zhou gong'.
1 month ago : WTH. Feb 10th, can't remember. At home I think.
Year ago : Having class I think.

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...

I love : my family and friends <3

I feel : inferior
I hate : myself?

I hide : my notes under my bed

I miss : food

I need : to go to the toilet.

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE

I don't want to tag anyone. Whoever wants to do it, just do. I would love to see your answers :D

The Emo Me...

Haha, now only I realize that moody posting of mine really scared a lot of people.
Well, i'm not being action here saying that I have a lot of people that cares about me.
But to all my faithful blog readers, thanks for your concerns. Thanks for all your messages. I'm sorry for being so emo.

But this is another emo blog post ;p Well, emo in another way... :D

Just watched 2 episodes of "Lavender" (Xun Yi Cao) a Taiwanese drama. Gosh, watch 1st episode already start crying dee. Hehe, I guess I'm made out of water lah. A bit touched only I can tear out already =_=" For example those CNY Petronas ads, love stories, people cry I also can cry, hearing nice songs. I can't imagine if I were to study overseas, I think I'll cry day and night missing my home. Ambrose Xu is hawt =D If only childhood promises will last forever.



Gosh, this year loads of my friends are gonna be 21 years old. Wallet gonna splurt out blood soon. Why can't my dad print money? =_="

Gosh, these few days I'm into this Korean singer/actor - John Hoon (Kim Jeong Hoon). Perhaps because I saw one episode of The Princess Hours on 8tv the other day. He's so cute and nice! And well, maybe because he looks like erm... XXX.

Pic taken from John Hoon's friendster (do you think he looks like Hideaki Takizawa?)

Sometimes I wonder if we're meant to be friends?
How can she say things like that?
Please stop. You're hurting everyone.

Malaysia Dapat!

Hmm, seriously, I'm kinda proud being a Malaysian. And I'm grateful being a lucky Malaysian. I mean, we have no big disasters happening, we are a developing country. We produce our own national cars, manufacture our own things, we have the capability to export. We have wonderful historical and tourist sites and attractions. We have the erm... 5th tallest building in the world? We have traffic jams, lottering, mat rempits, accidents and a whole lot more. Oops! =p Hell yeah, we're great isn't it?

Many people go goo goo ga ga over 'foreign products'. (Well, who doesn't?) A debatable question: Foreign = better quality? Does it mean that our products are not of good quality?

Anyway, other people might be supporting ONLY international artists (NOTE the 'ONLY'), but I'm definitely into supporting local artists! Not that I DON'T support international artists at all, of course I do. I support all who sings good songs :D But mainly I support the local artists now. I want them to make it big in overseas. I want them to have high popularity. I want them to be famous all around the world. =D

Name them? Well, mainly Chinese artists. Danny One, Daniel Lee, Fish Leong, Lim Yee Chung, Guang Liang, Gary Chaw, Kwok Fai, John, Des, Pin Guan, Quincy, Wei Quan, Vick, Victor, Andrew, Anthony, Faizal, Farah, Nita, Reshmonu, Sasi The Don, Sheila Majid, Amy Mastura, Ning Baizura, Siti Nurhaliza and loads and loads more.

You guys makes us proud yaw! Keep it up! Sing me more good songs :D

Malaysia DAPAT! (My BM teacher once said Malaysia Boleh is wrong. It should be Malaysia Dapat.)


Kids... aren't they the sweetest thing on earth. They're sweeter than candy. They make you laugh, make you cry, make you angry, make you sad... But with just a smile on their face, looking into your eyes, your heart meltz. I wish that they're actually in Neverland where they won't grow up. I wish they can be babies forever. Their cute lil actions can make me laugh non stop. And smiling to myself like a weirdo.

The love of my life - My baby cousin

All the while, she always just call me 'jie jie'. Two days ago, she suddenly called me "Eve Lynn jie jie". Oh gosh, I just felt like crying at that moment. The feeling is like when your baby called you 'mummy' the first time. The feeling when you open your arms and she run towards you and give you a big hug. The feeling when you carry her, and she hug you closely and lay her head on your shoulder. The feeling of her laughing innocently at whatever you're doing. Unexplainable. Warm. Love.


I collected the "7 dwarfs" from Watsons! Yippee yay!

Cute.

My fave among all. Gambateh!

Went for a Love Charity event in Bkt Jalil outdoor today. There's a hip hop dance competition. Danny's one of the judges. He looks moody to me. =( Halfway it started to rain. And the event was postponed. We waited and waited and waited. As we walk to the food court, Danny also walked to the toilet. When he came back and walked passed us, he didn't see us at first until we called him. ML asked him to sign.

Danny: "You guys going for Lee Hom's concert?"
ML: "Yeah."
Danny: "Icic, got pen ah?" =_="
HT: "I bring in then pass to you later."
Danny: "Thanks for coming. Say hie to lee hom for me."

Shutz. I should have opened my mouth and tell him I'm not going for Lee Hom. I didn't even dare to look at him. Don't know why. *bang wall*

We waited and waited and waited.

The rain still hasn't stop. Until 7.30pm. Argh, i'm rushing for my family dinner!!! HT said they had to leave by 7pm for another event. After the prize giving, we wanted to leave as the emcee said the singing cancelled. Walking to the car park, Itung called saying Danny will be singing. So we rush back and sat down to wait.

We waited and waited and waited.

Why the heck are we waiting? Nobody's doing anything! Mana tau is have to wait for the official launching at some other place for the VVIPs to come and sit down. Swt. We thought, ok, then Danny will sing dee. (It was 8pm already!) Mana tau got cultural dance. Ok, nvm, wait, after this is Danny already. Maaaaa turtle! Then the Datuk go give speech oh! Turtle! Cannot wait dee. Had to rush back. Sorry Danny ='( Arghhh, disappointment fills within me. I'm so looking forward to this performance but no.. the sky has to rain, and the datuk has to give speech. Arghh... Whatever... fated... Hopefully I can win the fans gathering passes for 0304. Anyway, though sad, but thanks to CY, SS, ML, T for teman-ing me. And thanks to my baby cousin for making me so happy. Mwaks mwaks!