Thursday, October 30, 2008

Crazy Stuff People Do

Last Saturday went for a movie - Eagle Eye, so the high tech, the crazy stuff people can think of, I wonder if it really exist in real life. It was a good show, kinda 'chi kik' but I think Transformer was more 'chi kik' haha.

Just lepak around The Curve for the whole evening. I always thought the flea market at The Curve is very interesting, but cheh, nothing to see also. All clothes, clothes and more clothes. Well, I guess there's just nothing that ignite my interest.

At night after dinner, all in the sudden the suggestion of driving somewhere came about and without much consideration me and my friends drove up to Genting "for fun". Well, uncles and aunties drive up to Genting for ka-ching!, teenagers like us (I deny that I'm an adult, cough!) go to Genting when there's events, or concerts, or for the theme parks, but this time, for fun! My first time driving up to Genting leh! *clap clap clap* It's not that difficult actually. And kinda fun. Just have to be careful when driving down. (Of course I didn't use my car lah, my sa-sa will end up rolling down the hill halfway if I were to drive it up)

Reach Genting almost around midnight, on the way to the toilet saw Steve Yap, and then of all people Nicholas Ong Shu Wei. Waved hie but the next day (I see him again) he didn't remember seeing me. Idiot. Was wondering what event, then saw some preety ladies dressed nicely, then only I remember it was the MACIP (Miss Astro Chinese International Pageant) finals. Haha, MACIP, 1 year ago we were there to see someone. Kei, remember? *chuckles*

Walk around, then took some photo (macam tak pernah come genting, chiu) then head to Coffee Bean. (KL no CB meh?!?) A lot of people deyh! But manage to get a table after 10 minutes. Queue up also took 20 minutes. But, but, my hot choc also not hot geh :( We sat outside (cuz that's what we go genting for rite - the cold weather) But really DAMN cold lor, when the wind blow. But surprisingly I wasn't the first to complain, usually I will shiver even at 27 degree Celsius. Hmm...

Crazy stuff people do...

It was an interesting experience. Again, anyone? Tee hee!

Currently: Ahhhh, stress for no reason. Too many things to do but no motivation, no mood, no confidence to do. No money, no time, no everything. Deng!

A friend asked why i so 'busy' nowadays, never see me online that often anymore. And even when I'm online I don't talk much. Hmm, I guess i'm busy being a 'housewife' now, despite doing nothing at home. My car is as dirty, my room is as messy, the house is as dusty. Cheesh! I guess I'm just hiding in a corner doing just, well, nothing. Spending a lot of time thinking, but somehow no outcome. WtF.

- To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.
- You need to learn how to walk well before you learn how to run well.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Tag #4

By Pik Kei

1. What day is it?


2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Open my dream cafe

3. Have you ever thought of commiting suicide? tried before? how?
Nope, and never will. Cuz I think there's a lot in life to do, until the day I die also I can't finish doing it. Life's too short to even think of suicidal! :p

4. What would you do if you won the Miss Universe?
First of all, I don't even qualify cuz i'm too short... and fat.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I still think that a guy and a girl can't be best friends. So nope.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved?
I think both are equally blessed. Blessed for having the power to love, and the opportunity to be loved.

7. What would be the most ideal way to wake up in the morning?
I remember when I was young my dad gave me 'light massage' to wake me up every day without fail. I missed that. He was so patient. (FYI, it's very difficult for me to wake up)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Do nothing about it until the feeling fades away by itself lo. Haha, already very used to it. I think it's still better than 'if the person you secretly like is homosexual'. =_="

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or actor/actress?
The first person that comes into my mind is Joe Cheng 郑元畅.

10. Will you invite your ex-bf/gf to your wedding dinner?


11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

32 years old.. married, with kid(s), and having my own cafe? :)

12. What makes you happy?

A lot. My idol *wub*; my family; my friends; kids; when others are happy; being able to do things that i like; phood

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

Err, open my eyes?

14. Would you give all in a relationship?

Sure do.

15. If you fall in love with two people stimultaneously, who would you pick?

Whoever loves me more.

16. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
Would you forgive and forget a person who betrayed you, or steal your things, or murder your love ones? That's horrible right, so would you? Sure no lah. I might forgive if it's accidentally, but I won't forget.

17. Is there someone who you dislike right now?
Bits and pieces here and there :)

18. If your boyfriend/girlfriend told you that he/she is actually a prince/princess, what will you do?
I'll say 'Turn into a frog'

Chun Yiun
Soo Yin
Chien Hui
Sue Shen
Lay Leng

Saturday, October 25, 2008


*No matter who you are, there is some part of you that always wishes you were someone else.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Justin Lo's 2008 Concert 181008

Ayam back! I rolled all the way down from the hill. Haha, lame. Went to the hill top for Justin Lo's concert last Saturday. Stupid bus driver drove like a mad fella. Macam initial D. Scary like shyt lor.

Anyway, Justin's concert was good! He was awesome! I went for his christmas concert two years back and comparing to then, he improved drastically!

His vocal is nonetheless undeniably fantastic. Sang continuously for like 2 and a half hours. So energetic running here and there, and he danced! He danced he danced he danced! Samore can do sexy dance with the dancer. Oh, all the female dancers were damn sexy and hot. Phewwit!

He also said that he can sing slow love songs very well, and he did, so well. He's not a person who can speak in public well, but he improved a lot. And he played guitar and sang '20th century boy'! The 2nd encore he played this song again, after running here and there he kneeled on the floor and stuck out his tongue showing he's very tired. Lol! It was his last show in his concert tour, so he gave all out. At the end, I think the second encore was not planned, he didn't know how to end the thing. Haha, gosh.

This concert was like a bonus concert cuz he sang all those popular hits from his previous albums "Justin", "No Protection", "JTV" and of course the latest one "Ah Tin" such as Hard Life, Volar, Kuit Jin Yi Sai Jo, Qing Gor, Stuck On You, 30 days, Mei Xu (My current addiction) and how can the k song Nam Yan KTV be missed out. Good show!! Clap clap clap!

Stayed one night at hill top then came down the next day for Ifeel Girl Search + Global Peace Festival. Danell was really good looking. Well dressed, well groomed. Aih, so gonna miss him when he's not around :(

Heard that Karen jie jie was in Genting too, but the next day she said luckily we didn't find her because she was busy taking care of the two rascals haha. Missing them heaps!

My phone... is... helpless. Wtf.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Can I?

There's many things I can do,
but I did not take action,
there's even more things I SHOULD do,
but somehow I failed to,
all I do is disappoint people,
especially my parents.

Life is about making decisions,
when you took the road,
one shall not regret the road not taken,
but have you wonder,
what if I took the other road?
What will happen?
Will it be better?

Different paths laid in front of me,
too many to choose from,
weighing what's good and not,
what if i travelled this and the others are somehow better?
what if i walked on and regret in the end?
Each path has its own temptations,
its own pros and cons,
different parts of my mind wants different roads,
instead of chances,
it became dilemmas.
The biggest of all, is the one least important,
yet, difficult to resist, hard to let go,
delayed, losing strength, determination falling apart,
faith is no longer in my hands,
self esteem shattered into pieces.

I have not found my rod,
but I'm still being fed with fishes daily,
what can be a wise decision when one is blurred with dilemmas?
Guidance is given, yet the path is in one's hand,
One choose their destiny, their future,
but what IS the destiny, what IS the future?
I can't think,
I don't know,
I'm unsure of.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Officially Graduated! :)

People get to wear graduation robe and mortar board just once in their life, but at Taylor's you get to wear more than that. I've already wore the robe 3 times, and twice for the mortar board. Why? Because at each stage of graduating from diploma/higher diploma/degree, you are able to attend the ceremony. Well, it depends whether you want to pay go or not. Honestly, for those TCHT students reading my blog, save your money, only go for the degree one. The first one, well, it's our first, so we're all very excited to go. And end up can't even see our faces in the graduation group photo. Second one, I don't even remember why the heck did I go. I think my mom forced asked me to. And the third one, which is the recent one, and my LAST one ;D

So here I am! Officially graduated. Well, graduated 7 months back but can I claim that I "just graduated"? Lol! Excuses again. This year's convo was boring, everyone was moodless. Maybe it's because everyone is in the working world already, don't have the graduating mood anymore. Or every year it's the same so it's pretty boring. Even photo taking decreased drastically.

Edmund and moi. Smart fella.

My chi-muis/kopi :p Nicholle, Ivy, Moi

Thanks FAMA for funding my 4 19 yrs of education. Lol! *wub*

Thanks gals for coming. *guilty*

Black and white :) Frenz foreva *wub*

Been pretty laid back this couple of weeks. Day dreaming a lot. Thinking about travelling. Thinking about next year. Thinking about CNY. Thinking about phood. Been trying out some recipes. Oh ya, am planning to bake and sell some christmas & cny cookies. Gonna test the best recipe! Ganbate! Remember to 'bong-chan' me wor if I really can make it ^^

My phone is pretty fcuked up now. Since weeks ago, the screen can sometimes go blank, or become like those marquee banner, moving sideways, or even split the screen into four =_=" Mine's a flip one, I guess it's the ribbon. Haven't go repair it. So when it goes blank, I have to flip open, close, open, close, open, close, until the screen gets back to normal. Pffft. So if there's anything, call me instead of sms-ing. Cuz I can't open it! Boo hoo, money please fall from the sky, I want a new phone. SE have been coming out with a lot of new nice phones now. 8.1 mega pixel! WWT, now that you've mention it, the phone looks pretty nice though. Hee hee!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

[Lyrics] Danell + Jaclyn - Where Peace Begins

In conjunction with Global Peace Festival 2008, I introduce you the theme song for GPF 08 - "Where Peace Begins". Danell and Jaclyn are the ambassadors and had the opportunity to sing this song. Honestly the first time I heard it, I felt it was so so. But after a couple of times listening to it, I'm loving it more and more! The lyrics are very meaningful, and it's a mix of English and Malay, symbolizing how different races and religions live together. Just watched the MV just now, and I cried. Danell kneeled down and bersalam with the YB who was on wheelchair upon receiving his Peace Medal. *touching* Promote World Peace! GPF Website

Join in the events this weekend in conjunction with GPF 08.
  • Saturday (18/10/08) 9am - 4pm Gohtong royong at Taman Bukit Angkasa
  • Sunday (19/10/08) 3pm - 6.30pm GPF Main Celebration at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil with Danell, Jaclyn, Ning Baizura, Ella, Nikki, Datuk Dr Sheikh Muszaphar (Log on to GPF Website for more info)

You can also download the song at GPF website for free :)

Where Peace Begins

(Theme Song of Global Peace Festival 2008)
Danell Lee & Jaclyn Victor

Here we stand together
One in all humanity
For we are sister and brother
We are one family

It's our school of love and peace
Where we've learned there's a way
For the world to live in harmony
And together we all say

This is where peace begins
Here we sow the seeds of love
It all starts with our knowing
We are one family
We are one family under God

Marilah kita bersama
Bersatu dan berharmoni
Hidup aman sejahtera
Di bumi tuhan ini

Berbeza bangsa dan agama
Namun kita bersaudara
Dunia ini milik bersama
Biar aman selamanya

This is where peace begins
Here we sow the seeds of love
It all starts with our knowing
We are one family
We are one family under God
Under God
We are one
This is where peace begins
Here we sow the seeds of love
It all starts with our knowing
We are one family
We are one family under God
This is where peace begins
Here we sow the seeds of love
It all starts with our knowing
We are one family
We are one family under God
We are one family
We are one family under God
We are one family
We are one family under God

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Fun + Stupid

I spotted a new, nice place to hang out! Well, I spotted it quite long ago already but it was not until recently I explored it - Desa Park City Kepong!

Last Tuesday few of us had nothing to do so we decided to have dinner and hang out awhile. As we were too full after steamboat which we need to walk around to digest, in addition someone was craving for ice cream, and so we head to Desa Park City. Unfortunately the ice cream shop was closed already. So we walked around, tried to see if Meg was working but sadly she wasn't.

Then we headed to the playground. I love love love the playground. It's damn artistic and cool! It has this cool swing, and duo-spin thingy, everything is so artistic I don't know how to play =_="

Some ppl even meditate on it, or 'candlelight date' on it for hours ish =_="

Then we saw a hill which we think can see the view of the whole city and so we tried to explore our way up. Wahoo. There was a lake nearby called the 'Waterfront', if only I saw it earlier. Shall explore it next time in the evening. The way up was kinda scary cuz no cars. It was a bungalow area with lots of nice properties up the hill. If only i'm rich... if... if... if...

Spot Genting!

That's the fun part.

Did I tell you all I dreamt of something really stupid the other day? I can remember it so clearly until now. Hmpf, must tell out, if not it will come true. I don't want it to come true. :p

Maybe because we see too much news about a very famous artiste in Malaysia getting married recently and thus led me to dream about this.

I dreamt that my beloved idol getting married. Well, not the dang dang dang dang day but the wedding dinner day. Me and xxx went early to the dinner venue to check out the place. (I serious doubt we were invited) Guess where was the dinner held? Cheras Badminton Stadium. Stop laughing.

We were looking at the whole floor filled with tables and chairs, dressed with pink and red cloths, the whole place was decorated with balloons and ribbons. Very nicely done. Suddenly *he* came in from those 'exit/keluar' backdoors behind us with his friends. Me and xxx were shocked because he was dressed in t shirt and slacks, it was blue. See I still can remember. =_=" it was his wedding day! Well, maybe it's still early that's why, but still! Ok I think I exagerate too much. And could you just stop laughing? He was like so friggin happy, saying hi to us and then he said something that I will not forget for the rest of my life (my real life I mean). Lalala i'm not telling. Must let me SS a bit for myself la. Cuz the thing he said will never happen one.

That's all. Then I woke up.

Oh, too bad I didn't see who the *wife* is.

Hmm, what if it's a sign?

[Lyrics] Tate Chan 曾国辉 - 记得我爱你

It's been months since I update my 'song of the week' dot dot dot.
So saddening, cuz there's totally no nice song these days that I'm fancy in.
But today, I'm gonna introduce you to a song of an idol of mine.
His name is Tate Chan Kwok Fai. Those who listens to chinese songs would have heard his previous hits such as 'Believe In Love', 'Love Is Beautiful', 'Yat Bak Sui' and a composition by Pong Nan (蓝奕邦) 'Sui Dou Xiong Gam Dou Bei Ngoi'.
He just released an EP 'From Tate' with 3 songs inside, bringing messages like recycling, repaying parents' kindness etc, and I would say all three songs are good. He composed the melody for all the songs. I love all three, but my fave is this song, a song dedicated to fathers - 记得我爱你, and he played the clarinet in this song :D Very touching song, I remember I cried listening to it on my way home one day. Plus, I always loved songs that begins with piano medley. An EP worth buying. You can purchase it at his promos coming soon:

  • 12 Oct 08 (3pm) - Batu Pahat Mall
  • 26 Oct 08 (6pm) - Sungai Wang Plaza
Ji De Wo Ai Ni


跟你 一起 我想应该值得庆幸
Gen ni, yi qi, wo xiang ying gai zhi de qing xing
Bao hu shi tian sheng de li qi
忘记 提醒 还有那些你教我的
Wang ji, ti xing, hao you na xie ni jiao wo de
昨天你给了我 今天我照顾你
Zuo tian ni gei le wo, jin tian wo zhao gu ni

Ji de ni bu shan yan ci de gei wo xu duo gu li
Ji de wo zong shi fa le bu gai fa de niu pi qi
Wo ke yi fang qi yi qie ye neng bu fang qi
Ni dou shi zui hou yuan yin
Ji de wo kan zhe ni de bei ying tou tou shuo gan ji
Ji de ni zong shi wei le xiao xiao shi qing er dan xin
Ruo you tian ni kai shi mo hu le ji yi
你只要记得 记得我爱你
Ni zhi yao ji de, ji de wo ai ni

还你 爱你 别到最后才觉可惜
Huan ni, ai ni, bie dao zui hou cai jue ke xi
Fu chu bu shi tian jing di yi
所以 疼你 直到你白发在飘逸
Suo yi, teng ni, zhi dao ni bai fa zai piao yi
今天我要珍惜 明天还要继续
Jin tian wo yao zhen xi, ming tian hai yao ji xu

Repeat **

就算全都忘记 记得我多爱你
Jiu suan quan dou wang ji, ji de wo duo ai ni

Tuesday, October 07, 2008


It's been quite some time since I write about daily happenings. Hmm, seems like I don't fancy letting people know what I do everyday anymore. Or, maybe I don't have anything to write about cuz I do nothing. Ho ho ho.

My raya 'holiday' was very eventful. Met a lot of people throughout the two weekends. I feel so happy when meeting everyone. I feel so relaxed. You see, friends are extremely important k.

27th Sept - Daniel's Karaoke DVD launch. It's been very very long since I see most of them. And it's been very, very long since I see a sea of pink :P Nice to see everyone. Though didn't talk much but it was great to see everyone. Pokok came down from the north too! Too bad we didn't manage to take a pic together.

29th Sept - Met up with the 7Cs for karaoke and steamboat. A rare chance that 7 of us can meet up all together!

30th Sept - Met up with GIBs for dinner.

1st Oct - Selamat Hari Raya. Met up with my relatives at aunt's house for raya lunch. No, my aunt is not a malay. Her maid always cook rendang and nasi kunyit every raya for us :)

2nd Oct - Went Picnic with secondary schoolmates at Lake Garden. Yeah, sounds 'kolot' I know, but it was fun. It's a way of meeting up and spend time together :)

3rd Oct - Met up with 7Cs again. Went to Pavilion for lunch. Bumped into Terence. So smart looking, being S**** Sushi's Trainer leh, so geng. In addition, celebrated Kuan2's birthday with the D clan :p

4th Oct - Met up with the D clan again.

This week, just gonna chill at home and think about the things I need to do. Sigh. A neverending circle. Financially unstable. Something happened which I need to get a job even quickier. Plus my mobile can do magic tricks now. The screen can turn into a ferris wheel. How amazing. I want new phone! I want an SLR! I want money! Sigh!

Had a chat with my lecturer the other day when I went back to college. I don't know if it's a mistake or what, but I get even more frustrated after talking to them, even though they tried to help. Argh! Options, choices, paths, decisions! I seriously hate it to the max.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Tag #3

I shall start numbering tags that I've done... Fine, I know i can choose not to answer them, but it's fun even though it's quite dumb at times.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

- 27/28

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?

I think 'i love u' is simple and sweet enough.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?

(Why must is be blog buddies when if it's a desert island, u freaking won't be able to blog? wth. And who on earth would follow me there? Deng.)

1) Pokok (I can build a treehouse)

2) Hutan (I have shades and woods for fire)

3). Gnet (So that I can teach you how to live at such a place)

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most and with whom ?

Tough decision.. hmm.. currently my fave is Switzerland/Taiwan, with my parents (so that they'll pay for me mwahaha!)

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

To own a cafe built at the seaside (ok i think the seaside one may not come true)

6.Do you believe you can survive without money?

Can... if i have a job already then u take all my money away I still can survive, mwahaha!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?


8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

Save 3 quarter of it first, give it to my parents, do some travelling and spending for me and my family! ;)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Used to... foolishly... but not anymore.. even though everyone says that when you love someone, tell them.

10. List out the good points of the person who tagged you.

She's very helpful and independent. When you're down, she will offer as much as she could to cheer u up. :)

11. What am I doing now?

Wow, such an intelligent question that I don't know how to answer.

12. Which type of person do you dislike the most?

Rude, liars, abusive, unfaithful, disrespectful...

13. What is your ambition?

Haha, don't laugh at me. In primary we have some record book to write 3 ambitions, mine was typist, teacher and cashier. (Stop laughing!) Now? Well, I guess I get to do what I like. In the food line. Though I still very much fond of typing and cashiering.

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?

How he/she speaks, and his/her attitude. But it's quite hard to see, cuz some ppl are good in acting.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Heart. With a heart, you have a life. And with a good heart, you achieve more :)

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?

Nope. I always 'mm seh dak' to buy.

17. What do you see when you look into a mirror?

Myself la! Choi!

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?

The one in the mirror :D I don't like to fuss ppl with my own probs.

19.The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?

All the things that my family and friends did for me is very memorable to me.

20. What do you like about this person who tagged you?


i tag :

1). Chunyiun
2). Sue Shen
3). Pik Kei
4). Soo Yin
5). Soo Hui
6). Lay Leng
7). Cutiebee
8). Chien Hui
9) Adelyn