Tuesday, December 30, 2008

[Album] 988 CNY 09 Album: 〈988金牛报喜过好年〉


Featuring: 988 DJs - Cheryl, KK, Luke, Jeff, Chiu Yue, Mike, Anson, May, Sam, Morna; local artistes - JNK, John, Desiree, Tong Xin, Danny

Just wanna share with you a couple of MVs in this album. Cute and nice. My personal fave is the former - Danny rap CNY song *chuckles* 〈十二生肖庆丰年〉 and the MV is funny. I spotted Nicky from Racken Force inside, I think it's her la.

〈十二生肖庆丰年〉 featuring KK, Luke, Desiree, Cheryl, Danny *wub*


This is the 'theme song' for the album, doing an act similar to Moonlight Resonance:

〈春风吹到你的家〉 featuring all of them.


/Edited:

Another of my fave:新年YEAHby May子 & JNK. Love the dance, and love the expression on their faces when they do the 'bong bong bong' and 'pang pang pang' haha! Especially May子's.



It's super worth buying! RM24.90 for DVD + CD. But they're coming out with repack with extra stuff so wait for the repack one!

Well, no doubt, one would compare with MY FM's 《MY Astro牛转乾坤庆团圆》. Hmm, both have their own supporters itself of course. And, definitely it's individual's preference. I insist in 988 while my aunt prefers My Fm's. Well, my baby don't care as long as there's lion dance in it. But she can sing my fm's "Qing Zhu" already. Both their theme songs are easy to remember and hum, and honestly, I think MY FM's one is slightly more lively (the tune) but I prefer 988's MVs and cover design. Quality wise of course MY FM fairs better with help from Astro and they had experience doing it while it's 988's first time. But it's very well done already! Already 12000 copies sold before it was officially released. Now already past double platinum which is 25000 copies!

So remember to buy one ok? Cuz it's nice! (Cuz got my idol inside mah hehe) At least one for each house la. When relatives come to your house you can play it for them to watch ma, especially for kids. Because besides bringing out the festive mood, the album also teach us about being obedient, be kind and not to be greedy! RM24.90 only, cheap cheap cheap! And, support ORIGINAL! :D

Insecure


是我不适人群吗?还是人群不适我?
是我太多要求了吗?还是我渴望太多?
是我的错吗?

Insecure. That's the word. The perfect word to describe my feelings now.

Was hee hee ha ha-ing just two hours ago, now I'm crying as much as I can. Mood swing, hmm.


Mixed feelings, I have all those 'what if' questions in my head now. CY is right, sometimes you tend to have a lot of things in the mind, and feel uncertain how things will turn out.

感觉上好像被隐瞒于很多事情。

感觉上我不再了解每个人了。


I changed. I really feel I've changed. I forget birthdays. I failed to surprise people. I lost the willpower to make people happy. 我变得不在乎了。不刻意中也会伤害到人,也伤害到自己。I guess I'm not that good anymore.

I am in LID - lost, insecure, depressed. I need a direction.

我是好人,也是个坏人

~ 你可以写东西来安慰我吗?

Sunday, December 28, 2008

[Lyrics] Abin 方炯镔 - Huai Ren 坏人

A nice song that a lot of my friends love currently. Abin was previously one of the duo in the group 'Nian Shao' (Island). Go go go local artistes!

Huai Ren 坏人
by: Abin 方炯镔

Source: Malaysian Chinese Albums

那 一扇车门
Na yi shan che men

关出 我们的裂痕

Guan chu wo men de lie hen

一声就震断了回头的路程

Yi sheng jiu zhen duan le hui tou de lu cheng


爱 无法均分
Ai wu fa jun fen

以后 就留给你们
Yi hou jiu liu gei ni men

也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人
Ye xu yong shang hai jie shu, ai cai geng dong ren


* 容忍的人其实并不笨
*Rong ren de ren qi shi bing bu ben

只是宁可对自己残忍
Zhi shi ning ge dui zi ji can ren

既然爱不能恒温
Ji ren ai bu neng heng wen

祝福就给你下一个人
Zhu fu jiu gei ni xia yi ge ren

** 你是好人 也是个坏人
** Ni shi hao ren, ye shi ge huai ren

对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
Dui wo tan cheng, zhi wei le chao ta kuang ben

不能放任 所以放了
Bu neng fang ren, suo yi fang le

这点痛我还能忍
Zhe dian tong wo hai neng ren

我是好人 也是个坏人
Wo shi hao ren ye shi ge huai ren

分得够狠 你才有借口转身
Fen de gou hen, ni cai you jie kou zhuan shen

宁愿爱 一点不剩
Ning yuan ai yi dian bu sheng

也不忍 看恋人爱成路人
Ye bu ren, kan lian ren ai cheng lu ren


Repeat *,**

三个人从不对等
San ge ren cong bu dui deng

总有个人必须牺牲
Zong you ge ren bi xu xi sheng

那永恒 就等他带你完成
Na yong heng, jiu deng ta dai ni wan cheng

Repeat **

宁愿爱 一点不剩
Ning yuan ai yi dian bu sheng

也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

Ye bu ren, kan lian ren ai cheng lu ren

Busy Christmas


Foooh! Finally got time to sit down and have time for myself.

Been busy for the past week, 3 dinners in 6 days. Another one tomorrow.

23/12/08 - Bro's Tuition Center Xmas Party
Cooked: Chicken Bolognese, French Loaves

25/12/08 - Family Xmas Dinner @ ma maison
Cooked: Mashed Potato (mum make), Pasta Salad, Roasted Turkey, Mushroom Soup, Grilled Sausages, French Loaves from previous party



27/12/08 - Szen's Dinner @ her place
Cooked: Green Salad, Potato Salad, French Onion Soup, Pasta with broccoli, ham and cherry tomatoes, French Loaves, Roasted Chicken, Creme Caramel.


Not gonna eat the mentioned foods for like one month man. See also gonna puke dy.

PS: Am looking for Jimmy Lin (Lin Zhi Ying 林志颖)'s songs or compilation album(s)... Anybody know where to get it?

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Ho ho ho! Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed 'yesterday' and was cursing everything and anything under my breath.

Anyway...

My Christmas tree is up! Yayyy! Kinda late but, anyway, all done by me! Some help from my aunt too hehe!

This is without the ornaments... Will post it tomorrow hehe!

What's christmas without cookies!! Need to make another batch! Phew! Kinda tough work to make this one though!

Did some groceries shopping with parents in MV today. It feels like weekend there! 'People mountain people sea', doing their last minute xmas shopping! I see a queue in Memory Lane, at the gift wrap counters. I see people with bags from Isetan, Robinson, and Presents 4 Them, I see empty compartments in Jusco cuz everyone is shopping to cook for christmas! Imagine, the canned whole tomatoes were out of stock! And oh oh, I saw these packets of imported strawberries from Japan that costs freaking RM68.90! Wth!

Cooking family dinner tomorrow. Turkey turkey! Yeah, mum bought a turkey. My first time roasting a turkey. Supposed to start some mise en place 'yesterday' but I'm so lazy! Plus we came home late cuz packing stuff in the old house. Hopefully I can do everything in time later.

Nothing beats a can of cold beer after a long day's work.

Drink Heineken but use Anchor mug?!? Wth...

I received my Christmas present already! Wahoo!! Thanks mummy and daddy! Well, not JUST xmas present but it's xmas cum birthday cum graduation cum new year cum midautumn festival cum hari raya cum deepavali present! Ok lame, but basically it's the only one I got for this year la.

Supposed to be buying Nikon D60, but the salesman manage to upsell this Canon EOS1000D to us and it was at the same price range so here we go! Thanks mummy and daddy again :) Well, just a beginner's one. I shall learn my best to understand all those complicated terms of photography. Phew! Manage to learn some from the salesman. He must be thinking why would such a noob buy a DSLR...

Ok, better catch some sleep now.

Joyeux Noel! (No i'm not calling anyone by the name Noel)

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Countdown: Feliz Navidad (1 day!!!)

I wonder if I can post one post a day until next year... lol!

Finally went to look out point last week! Hmm, the view is nice, but somehow the 'wow' feel is not there. Don't know why.


Addicted to this song since the other day Des and Danny (they call themselves Destiny cuz Des + Danny if combine together and read quickly it does sound like 'destiny' *chuckles* so cute!) sang the chorus on air. Des sang and Danny did beat box.

Speaking of this, I messaged my uncle who never celebrates christmas over for dinner on 25th, wishing him 'feliz navidad' in the beginning of the sms. He replied 'oi why you send me message meant for Feliz?' =_="

So.. erm.. hehe.. Feliz Navidad everyone!

I Want To Wish You A Merry Christmas

(Source: letssingit)
feliz navidad,feliz navidad, feliz navidad prospero año y felicidad

feliz navidad,feliz navidad,feliz navidad prospero año y felicidad

I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas from the bottom of my heart

I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas from the bottom of my heart
3x

feliz navidad,feliz navidad, feliz navidad prospero año y felicidad

feliz navidad,feliz navidad,feliz navidad prospero año y felicidad

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Sigh...

Sigh!

What a way to begin my posting.

I dont know what's wrong with me. I'm supposed to be getting more and more excited for the festive, but this in turn caused me to be more and more emo, nervous, scared, worried, stressed!

Worried that I let down everyone, moreover myself; Scared that I can't do everything in time; Nervous that things will not turn out as it is; Yeah yeah, expect the unexpected but... sigh, I know, I know, I'm giving too much pressure and expected too much of my own. But that's what it's all about isn't it? If you can't surpass one's own boundary, you can't beat others. But I'm not that strong-willed, I just wish to go with the flow in life, ordinarily, plainly, normally, whatever you call it.

Sometimes I just wonder what's life all about. Sometimes I ask myself am I really happy. I doubt anyone can be really happy with all they have currently, not wanting more, not fearing that what they have will go away one day.

I'm having the feeling that things don't seem smooth going from now on. *sobz* I'm just scared something *unhealthy* will happen (touch wood). Guess I must be extremely careful (and pray more).

Monday, December 22, 2008

Time Management is Crucial!!!



Santa claus is comingggg to townNn~~~
Wahoo! Christmas is coming! Yippedi doo da!! Nah, i'm not expecting presents from santa. Already got used to not getting any. Don't want any either. Cuz that means I need to return a gift. Lol! Jkjk!



It's just... the... the... atmosphere, the cheers in the air, the sweet scent of happiness, the smile on everyone's face (though i see some who does not have plans for xmas :p), the jingles, the decorations, the songs! It just makes me go dum da di dum :D


It's all the great phood and varieties of cookies, cakes, festive dishes that makes my tummy dance to the beat. Remember I said I wanted to bake and sell? Hmm, due to shifting, and also *gulps* laziness, I didn't. Well I DID bake, but not for selling.



Christmas is gonna be busy busy busy. Family cooking, friend's parties, and meeting up with a couple of old pals :D Hopefully I get to fit in a few gatherings for myself at home (if my parents allow, sigh!) Cooking is good, but not the washing part. Big NO NO for me. I hate cleaning up :p




I suddenly realize there are so many things that I need to do and I'm supposed to do it before the year end! Arghhh! Lack of plans, lack of time management. Why am I always so shitty...

Been not feeling well these two days. Vomiting and fever. Plain water also vomit out, wth. 'Wong dam sui' too. Yeew. Hmm, hopefully nothing goes wrong for the next few days. I don't want to end my 2008 being a sick tiger.

Well, better luck next year! Toodles!

Friday, December 19, 2008

Tag #4

Tagged by : Meg
Instructions: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish were true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.


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I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star!
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone. (Hate is a strong word, but I really really don't like you)
I have 10 Guess handbags. (Nike can ah?)
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog. (I THINK dot dot dot)
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to love wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me. (I think so and I hope so. But I don't have faith in myself)
I’ve bought shoes this month. (Mega sale mah)
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me. (Not to SS but I'm sure my friends do :D)
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
Mid Valley is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last. (Future laa)
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I cannot live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers. (*guilty* I read, just not often :p)
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love green apple juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat. (No need to think, I am)
I love my friends and family. (wub!!)

I TAG...

Nobody... do if you feel like doing...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

So Called "Support"

Busy busy... busy with events and busy packing, cleaning and moving. Yup, I've officially moved into the new apartment. With my family. Why so many tot I move out alone? Now only I realize my old room is so dusty! Thank god for vacuum cleaners.

Kinda late for reviews, but anyway...

Danny's Let's Eat Music was ok. Despite I "officially" see him played the piano, despite some non-chinese songs that took me by surprise, it was ok. Despite he sang wrong lyrics, it was ok. Why ok only? Cuz the event was brought forward without any formal notice/info. Cuz it made some of my friends missed half of his performances. Cuz the main "focus" was on the event happening immediately after Danny's. WTF. Cuz... there were not really a lot of people. Sigh. It's just saddening to NOT see so called 'i-always-support-you' fans in this once in a blue moon music showcase. It's sad to see those used to support him a lot never come for this event. There might be reasons, but, out of hundreds there's like none? And it was damn obvious the management cared more about the latter event, perhaps because it's an overseas artiste? Does that mean, you don't have to manage a local artiste's event equally?

CF's Let's Eat Music was quite ok. The crowd is there, a lot of their friends and family came and support. Mr Loo brought his 'double guitar', the sound was fantastic. Kairi's piano solo was superb! Jovi is funny as always. Jeff looked quiet. Kit was sweating like mad. Elwy's gelled up hair also stick on his forehead dy. Imagine how hot.

Next day went for Star Live Concert. Cuz idol was one of the artistes! Including Desiree Tan, Manhand, Ming, Cheng Lee, Emil Chau, Y2J, Harlem Yu, Janice, Vincy, Jam Hsiao, Fanfan, JJ Lin. It rained super super heavily in the evening, so the field was damn muddy. Regret wearing my new shoes there. We could tell a lot were there to see Y2J and JJ (but we're there to see local artistes ;D). Vincy's fans made a V-shaped helium balloons, so sweet. Danny was super super high when singing Yi Qi Dao Gao, he went "WooO~WeI!". Lol! So high he made us all laugh. *wub*


My idol standing with Des and Y2J <3

Disappointingly, it was broadcasted live on tv. And for sure there's ads time. No prize for guessing whose performances will be cut for ads. Sure local artistes lo. And whose mics have probs during the show? Local artistes lo. (I don't mean *they* purposely do it, but why only they kena?) After changing the mic still the same problem. And somehow it does affect the crowd's impression on them. So called wanna encourage local artistes, say they are as good as Taiwanese ones. Which is true, if you mix Taiwanese artistes' songs and Malaysian artistes' songs together in an album but not mentioning who sang nor composed it, you think there's differences? Don't say *them* la, the crowd's mindset also fixed on 'overseas good, local cheapalak' de lah. Only soft cheers for those who performed one. Cheesh. But, I was relieved when there were good responses after Danny finished singing :D The show ended with fireworks, it was really nice.


The next day went up hill to watch a musical. Hmm, my 1st time watching Chinese musical - Magic Mirror by Yayasan Guan Yin. Yeah, it's talking about the good and bad in life, and how Guan Yin made them realize their sins and recorrect their path in life.

Recognize this little fella? ;D

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Perhaps It's A Blessing In Disguise

Been pretty tied up these few days, partly is wanna stay home to accompany my parents due to my 'busyness' last week. It's strange that sometimes, even though we live under the same roof, I don't see them for like the whole week. Yeah, my fault, I know. Another part is that we're busy packing and shifting. Yup, i'm moving to a new home this weekend. New beginning but old environment. Some of you might know why ;)


Lesson no. 1 - Keep your belongings to the minimum. It's super menyakitkan kepala to shift all those 'rubbish'. Plus, I'm the type who mm-seh-tak throw things one. Standard 6 punya birthday present I still keep until now. Die lah like that. No eye see how to shift my books and magz =_="

Bad things keep happening. I guess it's not a good year for my mum. Hopefully next year she'll have the best of health. *namo namo* no more bad things happen pwease... But, it also depends on how you see it.

Dad suffered from leg bengkak due to gout. Must jaga makan oh.

In the same day, while cleaning the new house, mum was washing the huge flower vase, it slipped and cut across her left toes, leaving a long slice. Blood keep oozing out, it was pretty gross. I guess, when you'res scared, the only thing you can do is panic. I nearly cried looking at all the blood, regretting that I never took first aid lesson last time during scouting seriously. In fact, my mum was more chill than me and my dad. Samore can joke saying match my dad. I shall not disclose the stitched wound pic la, well yeah, she received 5 stitches.

Lesson no. 2: Learn first aid. And respect all doctors and nurses for able to look straight into wounds deyh.

At night, just before sleeping, suddenly my room lights keep blinking, along with my fan going on and off. I thought it was my lights problem, the starter spoiled or something. Checked my bro's room, his was the same. Parents' room too. Something's wrong. Heard some soft 'pop' sound, thought it was the washing machine. Another 'pop' sound came and it was from outside. Open the door, wah lao eh! Smoke coming out! Quickly switch off the power circuit and went outside. Seems that the line in wire was loose that caused this. I stupidly ask my bro, 'need to spray water ar?' Stop laughing.

Lesson no. 3: Be alert and cautious. Always check on your wiring.

So that's pretty it. Slept throughout the night without any electricity. Samore can cover with comforter.

At first I see it as 'why so sueh one?' but, I guess the doctor was right, sometimes accidents happen to prevent something major from happening. I guess it's a blessing in disguise in various ways. At least my mum did not suffer from any fracture, at least do not require hospitalization *touch wood*, at least the wire burnt when we're still awake, and not when we're sleeping.

All these incidents make me realize there's so many things that I need to learn. All these general knowledge, preventions, cure, what to do if this or that happened etc, I know nothing.

God bless everyone. May everyone be healthy and safe.

Monday, December 08, 2008

[Lyrics] Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody

Love the tune, love the lyrics :) To all those who are single, you'll find 'it' someday :)

Gotta Be Somebody
by: Nickelback

Source: letssingit

This time, I wonder what it feels like,
To find the one in this life,
The one we all dream of,
But dreams aren't just not enough.
So I'll be waiting for the real thing,
I'll know it by the feeling,
The moment when we're meeting,
Will play out like a scene,
Straight off the silver screen,
So I'll be holding my own breath,
Right up 'til the end,
Until the moment when,
I'll find the one that
I'll spend forever with.


'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in their hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me like that,
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.


Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight,
And damnit this feels too right,
It's just like deja'vu,
Me standing here with you,
So i'll be holdling my own breath,
Could this be the end,
Is it that moment when,
I'll find the one that I'll spend forever with.

'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in their hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me like that,
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can't give up,
Looking for a diamond in the rough,
(Because you'll never know)
When it shows up,
(Make sure you're holding on)
'Cause it could it be the one,
The one you're waiting on.

'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in there hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhhhh,
Nobody wants to do it all on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there,
Nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Some things are not meant to be shared...

3.39am

Supposed to be sleeping already, tomorrow is a long day...

Supposed to feel happy after seeing my idol just now... I am for seeing him, but am not for it being so short... And yes yes yes!! He played the piano. Superb *lum* *melted*

Supposed to not feel this way, but God knows why...

I realize my postings these days are very depressing to read... but I can't help it.

I guess, often, things are not meant to be shared. I guess, I expected too much. Many times, you thought it will happen this way, but it goes the other way. Many times, you thought you were the first, end up you're almost at the end of the race. It feels pretty awful when you were hidden from the truth. Truth that does not benefit them. What more, it sucks when rather than no truth at all, you were told lies.

Often I tell myself, not to expect too much. Not that it's the first time it's happening. Don't let someone become a priority in your life when you're just an option to them. Why is it always that, I think I am, but I'm actually way far behind. When you see a bright star in the sky, you don't realize the dim ones around. Maybe you did, but you're just attracted to the one and only bright one.

It's just so interesting seeing the different personalities in each person. Asking yourself, why is he like this, why is she like that. Subjective question, which is what makes life interesting.

I know, many truth, facts, secrets about me or related to me are hidden from me. Just as there are many things about others I do not disclose. I'll just keep these secrets to myself. Sorry. Not that I don't want to tell, nor that I don't treat you as a friend, it's just that... well... some things are just not meant to be shared.

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Nervous and Anxious

Gan jiong gan jiong! I don't know what am I nervous for. But i'm seriously anticipating Danny's show on Friday. Can't wait! It feels like the show is tomorrow! As a matter of fact, it is! It's almost 3am now, Thursday. Yeah yeah, I should tell myself expect the unexpected. I'm expecting him to play the piano, but sources said he's not. I'm expecting him to do a GOOD show healthily! *namo namo* Let's hope history doesn't repeat itself again. I... guess we shouldn't expect much from just a one hour show. wtf.

Watched Madagascar 2 just now. It's funny!! More funny than touching. Still prefer the 1st one though. I like Alakay (as in baby Alakay), Mort, King Julien, the penguins, and of course Moto Moto! Wahahahaha! Lol! There's a lot of coming soon movies that I wanna watch!! Hotel For Dogs, Bedtime Stories.

Sigh, I'm back to my anxious self again. Emo, yes. I dreamt really funny things these few days. I dreamt of dinosaurs, I dreamt of holding a gun, firing it; I dreamt of killing someone and also saving someone. Can anyone analyse them for me. I seemed to disagree a lot with other people's ideas, I complain a lot about other people's work, speaking and thinking negative of anyone and anything...

Having a break so long is meant for me to find out what I really want to do, but, I still don't. Honestly, every time the issue of 'work' comes up, avoid is what I do best. I keep quiet, I walk away, I answer with words I never decided actually. Many said the first job is not important. It's just as an experience. If you don't like, then get a new one. Seriously, I envy those who enjoyed their first job. My perception is, I have to get a job that I will like. Which, I doubt it will happen, yet I still holding on to believe it. And again, 我不敢踏出第一步. I'm the type who easily fall into a dilemma situation, and I admit I'm greedy. Greedy in the sense that, I want both career and freedom, which is quite impossible to get in the hospitality industry, moreover in the operations side. I can't afford to lose my 'entertainment and leisure freedom' and time with my family and friends. It's what you have to sacrifice, but I can't. Not yet. Sigh!

Browsed through my photo albums with a friend last night. Those were the days, my friend. I missed those times. Those smiles. Those sincerity. Those innocence.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Genting in the Morning

All the time when I went to Genting previously, it would be for concerts or events, taking the bus up, reaching there in the evening, staying a night over, sleeping like a dead dog until just before to take the bus down. This time, it was an a-la-minute decision, driving up in wee hour just to 'have tea' and down. All the while, I never knew Genting looks so beautiful. Now I do. Previously I was kinda scared listening to other people saying it's quite tough to drive up to Genting, but actually it's not! Just depends on whether your car got power to go up or not lah, and slightly be more careful when going downhill. Just last week we saw a car's bonnet smoked up in front of our eyes - water boils. Scary.

I went up with a few friends at about 2am (nut case) despite someone objecting the idea. Sorry! Walked around for awhile, was hungry so thought of going to Old Town but it was closing. Funny I thought they were opened 24 hours. I assume they're closed for cleaning purposes, but no notice or anything. And the staff was rude. Idiotic. Tell lah nicely. Never liked Old Town anyway. So end up in McD. The hash brown was straight from the fryer. Taste so good yum! Still haven't try their Madagascar set yet. *I like to move it move it*

Walked around and end up in Coffee Bean at Resort Hotel. You can see the whole of KL there. But they closed the outside seats, and it was too cold to sit outside (17'C!) so we just enjoy our hot hot hot latte and hot hot hot chocolate inside. Coffee Bean opens 23 hours. They close at 7am and open at 8am again. Hmm, funny.


7:00am, we made our way down to KL. Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~ so cold!!!




Look at the back part... feels like i'm in heaven :p



The wind is so strong... that in 4 minutes, mist covered up the whole building...


I'm so proud of myself. I'm the type who always is the first to complain about being cold.. can't believe I can 'tahan' under 17'C and strong wind for 5 minutes.

Next time if you have the chance, stop by at this scenery area near a bus parking lot. It's on the way down from the hill top. Just few minutes drive away. You can see the whole of First World from here.

Then, we stopped by at the Chin Swee Temple halfway down to Gohtong Jaya. Very nice temple. 988 DJs shot their MVs for their CNY album here.





Stairway to heaven :p


It's supposed to be a 'fountain' but...



It's not senget la... maybe it's my camera angle.

All the while we spot Genting from KL.. now spot KLCC and KL Tower =D





18 Lo Hon


Spot Genting!


Journey to Enlightenment - it tells a story of 10 Chambers of Hell, where a kind person was awarded, and evil person was punished. Said to enlighted people not to do sinful acts and appreciate human life.

If you notice properly there's a small black spot near the 'gate' at the bottom, it's a beetle.

It's dead. I guess it must have done a lot of sinful acts so it can't stand the journey already in the beginning.


They show pretty gross way of punishing evil person... like cutting their tongue, squashing them under huge stone, burning them in fire.

18 SG


Tai-Qi

Oh my god! Guess who I saw? My idol! :p




It says: Arghhh! I'm naked! Don't look!



Reach KL at 10 plus. Can have strength to go eat breakfast samore. All never sleep for 24 hours dy. Ate dim sum, balik, ZzZZzzzz......