Monday, July 27, 2009


Multiplicity + complexity + complicated = multiplexcated.


At the beginning of the week, you anticipate for the weekend to come by. At the end of the week, you are eager for the next weekend to come by even faster. Everyday I tell myself, I must use my time more wisely, because I tend to spend too much time online/sleeping *gulp* Yes, I really must. I've wasted enough time already.

A fickle minded person I am, and with a mind that contradicts, it's hard to achieve. Life is full of dreams and wishes, demands and cravings, temptations and sins, I need to work harder and more determined to fulfill all these seductions surrounding me. It's freaking not easy to earn a bucket of gold, and to rely solely on it is even harder. Well, "never say never", I believe the puzzle will be completed one after another, do all the things you want in life, as you only have one life to do it all. I was told by a friend, time is a waste of life, life is a waste of time, so why not waste the time of your life by just enjoying it? :D

Sometimes I wish there's someone who can just see through my mind, someone who knows what I'm thinking of without me telling. I also wish that I'm not so emotional, to be less influenced by others' behaviors and attitudes. I wish I'm less fickle minded, to be able to make decisions without depending on others. I wish... for a lot of things.

Just attended the Young Express 9th Anniversary concert. It's been a long, long time since I last attend events like this. It's been AGES since I last saw D1, Kwokfai, YZ performing. Even H2T said I finally appear. Compare the times I attend events last year and this year, it's like the ratio of 100:1. Good also la, neutralize a bit, if not I think he'll vomit seeing me too much. I nearly did not go for the concert actually, maybe due to the fact that I've not been at one for so long, the mood to go was lost. The view from our place was not very satisfying, but still acceptable. I was really, really happy to see him, like finally. Although it's only seeing from afar. I've missed him from so many events. Even PK can see him shopping at G**d**s, but I don't see him at all. I wish all his events are on Sunday now.

Yasmin Ahmad, one of Malaysia's phenomenal top notch director who has filmed many inspiring ads and movies passed away yesterday. An inspiring, talented individual who everyone will remember in their hearts forever. A great loss indeed. You will remember most of the Petronas ads by heart, carrying the message of love to everyone, you will remember Sepet, Gubra and Talentime. You will remember it all, and you have to remember - Yasmin Ahmad. R.I.P.

Things are always changing... always...
I wish for you, but you're never there, because I'm invisible to you. I wish you'd know.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

If I Have The Chance (and Money)

If I have the chance, and money, I would get Raymond Choon or Rick Lee to cut an inverted bob haircut like Posh Spice and dye it purple.

If I have the chance, and money, I would spray my car lime green and have red Patricks all over it. (oh so cute!)

If I have the chance, and money, I would buy a bungalow as the base of my restaurant and name it 'kopitiam' :p

If I have the chance, and money, Nike would be all I wear everyday.

If I have the chance, and money, I would live in France for 3 months.

If I have the chance, and money...

Oiitt! Wake up lar!!!

Friday, July 17, 2009






Love always.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Say What You Mean, Mean What You Say

"Say what you mean, mean what you say"

Very true huh?

We're living in a world of kindness and joy, enriched with envy and greediness. We meet people of all sorts, who we end up as friends, or perhaps, enemy instead?

I admit, girls are very emotional. Well, you might say not all girls, but I think most of us are. And girls do use their brain a lot. To wonder subjectively. I myself think a lot, to the extend of being said thinking way too much. I guess it all leads to the existence of confidence.

The things other people say mean a lot to me. Unfortunately, It is very difficult for me to believe what others say. Some people tend to be sarcastic, they say something good but in actual they meant the opposite. Some say something bad in a joking way, but they actually do mean it. Some talk bad about another in front of you, and talk bad about you in front of another.

Say what you mean - Tell your loved ones on how you feel about them before it's too late.
Mean what you say - Whatever you say, say it from your heart.

I keep reminding myself that I only have one life to live, but a thousand dreams to achieve.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Happy 5th Birthday, baby!

One cannot deny how fast time flies...

I still remember the first day I saw this angel, I was too afraid to carry her up, worrying that I'll end up crushing her tiny little bones.

Now she's a cheeky, intelligent, amazingly charming little brat angel who is too active that you can't even get to her even if you wanted to hug her.

Happy birthday my love.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show

Lenka - The Show

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Bon Voyage, Isa!

050709 - At this time, you should be checked in at the airport already. The French girl as we always call you. The girl with the sweetest smile and the most beautiful eyes. The friendliest girl I've ever met. Have a safe journey to Guangzhou, enjoy your work there, and do remember that all of us here will miss you dearly. Perhaps when you come back, you can speak Chinese more fluent than me! Lol!

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Happy Birthday Danell

A very happy birthday
to my dearest D2
Danell Lee

<3 <3 <3 <3
It's been 4 years already.
Time flies.
4 years back you're still a shy, quiet lil' boy.
4 years later you're famous throughout the country!
You've grown to be better, good looking-er, lovable-er, hardworking-er...
Just wanna tell you that, I really, sincerely, respect you.
You're not just my idol, you're someone to learn from, a teacher, a brother, a senior.
Love you and miss you always.
May you be blessed with love, joy, happiness, courage and a fruitful path ahead of you.
Career is important, but it's time for some relationship already lah~
Faster get a gf la~ Don't so choosy already.