Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Insecure


是我不适人群吗?还是人群不适我?
是我太多要求了吗?还是我渴望太多?
是我的错吗?

Insecure. That's the word. The perfect word to describe my feelings now.

Was hee hee ha ha-ing just two hours ago, now I'm crying as much as I can. Mood swing, hmm.


Mixed feelings, I have all those 'what if' questions in my head now. CY is right, sometimes you tend to have a lot of things in the mind, and feel uncertain how things will turn out.

感觉上好像被隐瞒于很多事情。

感觉上我不再了解每个人了。


I changed. I really feel I've changed. I forget birthdays. I failed to surprise people. I lost the willpower to make people happy. 我变得不在乎了。不刻意中也会伤害到人,也伤害到自己。I guess I'm not that good anymore.

I am in LID - lost, insecure, depressed. I need a direction.

我是好人,也是个坏人

~ 你可以写东西来安慰我吗?

2 comments:

chunyiun said...

Ahem...CY is ALWAYS right one lo..hehe..Anyway, cheer up le...dun so emo..2009 will be a better year...=D

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