Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Insecure. That's the word. The perfect word to describe my feelings now.
Was hee hee ha ha-ing just two hours ago, now I'm crying as much as I can. Mood swing, hmm.
Mixed feelings, I have all those 'what if' questions in my head now. CY is right, sometimes you tend to have a lot of things in the mind, and feel uncertain how things will turn out.
I changed. I really feel I've changed. I forget birthdays. I failed to surprise people. I lost the willpower to make people happy. 我变得不在乎了。不刻意中也会伤害到人，也伤害到自己。I guess I'm not that good anymore.
I am in LID - lost, insecure, depressed. I need a direction.