Insecure

是我不适人群吗？还是人群不适我？
是我太多要求了吗？还是我渴望太多？
是我的错吗？

Insecure. That's the word. The perfect word to describe my feelings now.

Was hee hee ha ha-ing just two hours ago, now I'm crying as much as I can. Mood swing, hmm.


Mixed feelings, I have all those 'what if' questions in my head now. CY is right, sometimes you tend to have a lot of things in the mind, and feel uncertain how things will turn out.

感觉上好像被隐瞒于很多事情。

感觉上我不再了解每个人了。


I changed. I really feel I've changed. I forget birthdays. I failed to surprise people. I lost the willpower to make people happy. 我变得不在乎了。不刻意中也会伤害到人，也伤害到自己。I guess I'm not that good anymore.

I am in LID - lost, insecure, depressed. I need a direction.

我是好人，也是个坏人

～ 你可以写东西来安慰我吗？