Friday, July 06, 2007

思念是一种病

My friendster horoscope for the day:
Facing your fears today will leave you feeling high-spirited well into the evening.

Hmm... I wonder what fears... I hope I made the right decision to go. It had caused me a big, big, big dilemma. Seriously. Even worse than the one I had previously. I'm just praying hard that it will be fun.

Have you ever been in a situation that you just felt depressed out of no reason? I've been feeling that since evening until now. My eyes get wet for no reason. Listening to the songs I like, I cry. Looking at the photos, I cry. All feelings are mixed up inside me. Excitement, happiness, sadness, berat hati, blurness, sleepiness. Arggghhh!

Been wondering, can meals buy appreciation/acknowledgement? Often when other people do us a favour, we'll say "Thank you, belanja you makan next time." Haha, does a breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper carries the value of the help they gave? I guess it does... if not, why would everybody fall for it?

Sem 2 subjects are... I don't know... Half deadly and half interesting. Tourism Econs? Organizational Behavior? Managing Guest Experience? What kinda subjects are these? I know they're important for us. But I suffered throughout the classes. Seriously, nothing gets in my head. However, Miss Karen's subs are interesting. Food Sociology & Contemporary Issues Of Health & Nutrition. I learned a lot in her classes. Will be learning the history of mankind and food. We human beings are homonids. Under homonids, there were many homo groups such as homo sapiens (human beings), homo habilis, homo erectus, homo floresiensis etc. And did you know that when we eat carrots, we're actually consuming beta-carotene, until the beta carotene gets in touch with fats then only it'll be changed into Vitamin A. Did you know that you must consume Calcium with Vitamin D, if not Calcium won't be absorb? :)

I'm heading off to Terengganu/Kota Bahru later. For Daniel's promo. Haha, you guys must be thinking I'm crazy to go all the way there. I seriously don't know why I decided to go in the first place but I think it would be nice, I hope. I really hope. Danny will be at Sungai Wang later at 5pm for the Summer Concert "meet the fans session". Go meet him if you guys are free. Say hi to him for me. He's currently crazy over Transformer. He told me... in his blog. Hahaha! I'll be back :) I'll see you guys when I see you! Hopefully I can bring back some keropok lekor or something. Nyek nyek nyek. Don't miss me! But I'll miss you guys!

Go download Zhang Zhen Yue's "Si Nian Shi Yi Zhong Bing". Been listening to it the whole night. I just love this song so much. Missing a person is really a sickness. Upcoming fave - Jay Chou's "Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi". Another awesome song.


思念是一种病 (Si Nian Shi Yi Zhong Bing)
张震岳 (Zhang Zhen Yue)


当你在穿山越岭的另一边
Dang ni zai chuan shan yue ling de ling yi bian
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
Wo zai gu du de lu shang mei you jin tou
一辈子有多少的来不及
Yi bei zi you duo shao de lai bu ji
发现已经失去
Fa xian yi jing shi qu
最重要的东西
Zui zhong yao de dong xi
恍然大悟早已远去
Huang ran da wu zao yi yuan qu
为何总是在犯错之后
Wei he zong shi zai fan cuo zhi hou
才肯相信错的是自己
Cai ken xiang xin cuo de shi zi ji
他们说这就是人生
Ta men shuo zhe jiu shi ren sheng
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
Shi zhe ti hui shi zhe ren zhu yan lei
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
Hai shi duo bu kai ying gai you de qing xu

我不会奢求世界停止转动
Wo bu hui she qiu shi jie ting zhi zhuan dong
我知道逃避一点都没有用
Wo zhi dao tao bi yi dian dou mei you yong
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
Zhi shi zhe duan shi jian li you qi zai yie li
还是会想起难忘的事情
Hai shi hui xiang qi nan wang de shi qing
我想我的思念是一种病
Wo xiang wo de si nian shi yi zhong bing
久久不能痊愈
Jiu jiu bu neng quan yu

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
Dang ni zai chuan shan yue ling de ling yi bian
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
Wo zai gu du de lu shang mei you jin tou
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
Shi chang gan jue ni zai er hou de hu xi
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Que wei cheng gan jue ni zai xin kou de bi xi

汲汲营营
Ji ji ying ying
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
Wang ji shen bian de ren xu yao ai he guan xin
藉口总是拉远了距离
Jie kou zong shi la yuan le ju li
不知不觉无声无息
Bu zhi bu jue wu sheng wu xi
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
Wo men zong shi zai bao yuan shi yu yuan wei
却不愿意回头看看自己
Que bu yuan yi hui tou kan kan zi ji
想想自己到底做了什么蠢事情
Xiang xiang zi ji dao di zuo le shen me chun shi qing

也许是上帝给我一个试炼
Ye xu shi shang di gei wo yi ge shi lian
只是这伤口需要花点时间
Zhi shi zhe shang kou xu yao hua dian shi jian
只是会想念过去的一切
Zhi shi hui xiang nian guo qu de yi qie
那些人事物会离我远去
Na xie ren shi wu hui li wo yuan qu
而我们终究也会远离
Er wo men zhong jiu ye hui yuan li
变成回忆
Bian cheng hui yi

Repeat Chorus

oh 思念是一种病
Oh Si nian shi yi zhong bing
oh 思念是一种病一种病
Oh si nian shi yi zhong bing yi zhong bing

多久没有说我爱你
Duo jiu mei you shuo wo ai ni
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
Duo jiu mei you yong bao ni suo ai de ren
当这个世界不在那么美好
Dang zhe ge shi jie bu zai na me mei hao
只有爱可以让他更好
Zhi you ai ke yi rang ta geng hao
我相信一切都来得及
Wo xiang xin yi qie dou lai de ji
别管那些纷纷扰扰
Bie guan na xie fen fen rao rao
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
Bie rang bu kai xin de shi ting xia le jiao bu
就怕你不说就怕你不做
Jiu pa ni bu shuo jiu pa ni bu zuo
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及
Bie rang yi han ji xu yi qie dou lai de ji

Chorus

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

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