Filling very cold and sad now... like Dementor's is around me and just sucked all my happiness away. (Finee, I was reading HP juz now) I am SUPPOSED to be rushing for my dissertation. SUPPOSED to be looking hard for info. SUPPOSED to be typing my report. SUPPOSED to be storming my brain for more ideas. SUPPOSED to be taking good rest. SUPPOSED to be working hard. SUPPOSED SUPPOSED SUPPOSED...
Lotsa things in my mind now. I'm really worried failing my thesis. Yeah yeah, I know, I should do my best. If I do nothing about it of course i'll fail. I just don't have the urge to do it. I told myself 4 months back I must work hard on this but I just didn't. I told myself I must not leave for last minute but I did. I told myself a lot of things but I end up doing the opposite. I just laze around. Sigh. Gambateh! Well, just try hard to complete as much as I can lah! Ishh~
~Am I just a kid or should I consider myself an adult?