Sunday, January 21, 2007

Good Or Bad?

Finally I'm done with all the work on my hand... Err, almost all... Hehe...

Is it good or bad?
It's good when you get to take charge of things... You have the power... You have the authority... You have the privilege...
But what if two people are trying to take charge of the same thing?
I guess people are all the same, when it comes to something they like... to achieve their dreams... attention seeking... trying to be the best out of themselves...
The best is not to be involved...

Is it good or bad?
When things are not going your way, but all you can do is just keep quiet, and you don't have the heart to say no?
Just smile and let it happen.

Is it good or bad?
When many surprises come your way, and day by day you expect more and more...
And one day, it just *poof* and disappear...
Will it be better, if you see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil?
I guess the best is still - don't expect anything? Haha.
Although miracles do come true =D

Been listening to Danny's album past few dayz... Somehow it gets better and better... Love Track 1 (Bing Du Bao Fa), Track 2 (Siapa), Track 3 (Wai Hor Xiong Tai Dor), Track 6 (Ai Qing Wei Ji), Track 7 (Shi Jie Bu Hui Mo Re), Track 8 (Hao Si Xiang) and Track 10 (Leng Chai)
He's going to Hong Kong in May or June. ( I dowan!!!!)
Come to think about it, I know nothing about him... what authority do I have to be his fans? Just only I know that he likes Doraemon... And I saw the newspaper articles that one fan kept since 2004... almost all his articles... I feel so useless...

Perhaps being the eldest in the family, having a brother much younger than you in the family, definitely the love and care will be focused on him. And perhaps my family is not 'sporting' enough to have hug hug, kiss kiss and stuff. I miss the feeling of being pat on the head, being hugged, being showered with gifts... I miss being pampered. I miss being a 'small girl'. It doesn't happen in my family anymore... all that happens is 'u want, u take money and buy'... But I experienced something good today. I feel happy. I feel like a kid. Loved by the adults.

Haha, don't care about me... I'm just going crazy... If you think the above are talking about what happened to me, you're wrong... it's just my crazy imagination ok... Puhlease...

3 comments:

Shin Sar said...

It's not easy to show love towards our family members. I have thought of that, too. I can hug my friends, but I can't seem to do that to my parents + bro. I can easily say 'Thank you' and 'I'm sorry' to my friends, but not towards my parents + bro. I can cry easily when it comes to my family. Why?

You are not alone, gal. ;)

yewsan said...

hey, same same here. It's much easier to show affection towards frens than family. Maybe because i was brought up in a very conservative environment. Parents r like discipline teacher... hahahha

Good and bad... everything is like a two face of a coin. Either face has it's importance n significant. I rather see it positive. Blessing in disguise. =)

fifi said...

my dear
wat ur fren said is correct, u're not alone...i love you & i miss u very muc too...