My day started beautifully when I woke up and head to work at 10.30am. Despite the freaking hot weather, I enjoyed the 1st half of my day quite well. Despite Edmund not being there, and me being the type of people where I don't quite mix with people whom I don't really know, I was invited to go buy lunch together :) After that, we went to a vegetarian bakery where they say they don't use all vegetarian products to produce the breads and cakes. Eggless mayonnaise... how do you make mayonnaise without egg?!? Hmm. Shall go and find out.
My 2nd half of the day was bad. Tired. Stress. Partly because the restaurant's customers non stop coming. Make sure I get good incentive today! Hmpf! Plus, thanks to some stupid bugger who raise his voice on me. It's not his fault actually. I guess everybody's stressed up and tired like me as well. But, arghh, I just can't take it when people raise their voice on me lah. I nearly cried out during work. Another thing is, never ASSume things when you don't know the real thing. Don't come and scold me when you haven't make sure what happened. I just don't know why lah. Just now during work, I really can feel the pressure pushing down on my shoulder. Sigh. Half of me enjoy working like this. Half of me is desperate to leave.
Thirdly, I'm just so so so so so so so disappointed when I see people smoke. Guys smoke, I'm ok with it. But girls smoke... And if it's a girl that I find her sweet and nice, gosh, what's happening to this world man. And never judge a book by its cover. She might be sweet and nice on the outside, but cunning and a biatch on the inside. Pretenders are everywhere.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Saturday, May 12, 2007
D Old Dayz
Finally I have the time to really sit down and online. The past few days had been hectic due to assignments due and work. Everyday end at 11pm. By the time reach home it's already 12am. Rush to finish the assignments and have to wake up early in the morning to attend classes. Sleeping only 4 hours a day. But it's only for that few days. So i'm not complaining.
Things have not been going well in college. Sigh, I just don't know why. How come my 'yuen' with people are getting worst. Seems like things are getting more and more complicated. Why? Competition? Difference? Attitude? *no eye see*
Wednesday morning went to a primary school in USJ to do some survey for our marketing project. We're suppose to reach at 8am, and suppose to meet at college at 7.30am. I left my house at 7.10am thinking it won't be jam as it's still so early. Mana tau )(!&&(^$#&*^!)_! I msged Foo foo and Ying that i'll drive there myself. I reach there at 8.15am thinking I'm in dead sh*t being so late. Mana tau they haven't arrive yet. *pengsan* Went to the office to look for the asst principal and she led us to the classes. I was asked to go to a class in Std 4 ALONE. Gosh, how to handle 50 students alone?!?
I went in, and was talking to the class rep and all the students starts to KEPOH and walk towards me where i'm still standing outside the class =_=" Then I went in and distribute the survey. I told them any question raise their hand and I'll go to them. As the survey was in English and it's a Chinese school, most of them had difficulties understanding the paper. They don't call me 'jie jie' you know. Guess what they call me? "LAO SHI..." *terjatuh* I know my face very LAO, but also no need call me teacher one mah. Dot dot dot.
But, looking at them, really gave me flashback to my primary school days. Free and easy life. So innocent. So fun. Their curiosity and answers really make you laugh. One boy asked me what's this paper for. Thinking that they won't know what research is, I told them this is my exam. He answered "Har? So we help you to do your exam ar?" Dot dot dot.
After I finished, I went to another class where Edmund is in. Amanda, Foo and Ying also finished already. Then Terence (finally) arrive. When Terence enter the class, the whole class shouted. I even heard one boy said 'leng chai!' *pengsan* Wah, Standard 4 already hiao one ar these ppl. Haha! 2 girls even took out their handphone (yes! handphone! std four!) and take pic of Terence. My friend even saw a boy with highlights. WTH!
We still have 30 over surveys need to be filled, so we sat at the canteen and wait as soon they will have their recess. Then Amanda suggest to ask them during their recess. They're separated into 2 sessions for their recess. At first all the students were curious who we are, just come and peep and walk away. Once a student sit down and do for us, the others all gather around. Haha! All keep asking what are we doing. When we ask whether they want to help us, they smiled brightly and nod their head. They're just so damn cute. We took a pic with them. Then we left the school after thanking the headmaster.
I shall learn to enjoy life like a 10 year old kid. :) Live life cool. No regrets.
When will I see you again? :)
Things have not been going well in college. Sigh, I just don't know why. How come my 'yuen' with people are getting worst. Seems like things are getting more and more complicated. Why? Competition? Difference? Attitude? *no eye see*
Wednesday morning went to a primary school in USJ to do some survey for our marketing project. We're suppose to reach at 8am, and suppose to meet at college at 7.30am. I left my house at 7.10am thinking it won't be jam as it's still so early. Mana tau )(!&&(^$#&*^!)_! I msged Foo foo and Ying that i'll drive there myself. I reach there at 8.15am thinking I'm in dead sh*t being so late. Mana tau they haven't arrive yet. *pengsan* Went to the office to look for the asst principal and she led us to the classes. I was asked to go to a class in Std 4 ALONE. Gosh, how to handle 50 students alone?!?
I went in, and was talking to the class rep and all the students starts to KEPOH and walk towards me where i'm still standing outside the class =_=" Then I went in and distribute the survey. I told them any question raise their hand and I'll go to them. As the survey was in English and it's a Chinese school, most of them had difficulties understanding the paper. They don't call me 'jie jie' you know. Guess what they call me? "LAO SHI..." *terjatuh* I know my face very LAO, but also no need call me teacher one mah. Dot dot dot.
But, looking at them, really gave me flashback to my primary school days. Free and easy life. So innocent. So fun. Their curiosity and answers really make you laugh. One boy asked me what's this paper for. Thinking that they won't know what research is, I told them this is my exam. He answered "Har? So we help you to do your exam ar?" Dot dot dot.
After I finished, I went to another class where Edmund is in. Amanda, Foo and Ying also finished already. Then Terence (finally) arrive. When Terence enter the class, the whole class shouted. I even heard one boy said 'leng chai!' *pengsan* Wah, Standard 4 already hiao one ar these ppl. Haha! 2 girls even took out their handphone (yes! handphone! std four!) and take pic of Terence. My friend even saw a boy with highlights. WTH!
We still have 30 over surveys need to be filled, so we sat at the canteen and wait as soon they will have their recess. Then Amanda suggest to ask them during their recess. They're separated into 2 sessions for their recess. At first all the students were curious who we are, just come and peep and walk away. Once a student sit down and do for us, the others all gather around. Haha! All keep asking what are we doing. When we ask whether they want to help us, they smiled brightly and nod their head. They're just so damn cute. We took a pic with them. Then we left the school after thanking the headmaster.
I shall learn to enjoy life like a 10 year old kid. :) Live life cool. No regrets.
When will I see you again? :)
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
It's a sakai world after all...
Yippee!! Daniel ft Danny's "Yin Wei You Ai" will be broadcasted on air later today! Whoo hoo! Can't wait to hear it. Hope i'll be able to hear it. I'm so excited that I can't sleep at all now when I have 9am class later =_="
Went for Project Superstar Finals last Saturday. Henley vs Orange. I sat with Orange fans of course. But before that I already know who's gonna win. Total votes 620000. Orange 48.5%, Henley 51.5%. Orange's EP sales 16%, Henley 14%. I heard Orange's EP sell until OUT OF STOCK! :) Kwok Fai, Vick, William Sun and a lot of 8tv artists were there as well. Contestants from Wo Yao Zuo Model and last year's Superstar too! Penny Tai and Nicholas Teo were the guest artists. As well as John and Meisim :) But Henley really did a great job, he has the star look, and his stage charisma was good! Orange only lose by a bit! Don't care. Orange, you're still my superstar!
These two weeks that I've worked, I realized that, there's really all sorts of people in this world. Being in this service industry, customer is really the KING. Some are so nice that they thank you all the time, help you to clear the plates on their table; some are so thick skinned to ask for complimentary dessert; some are so damn fcking action that they don't even bother answering you properly when you ask them whether what beverages they want; some are so friendly that they joke with you. Was talking to Edmund about any regrets working in this industry. Hmm, it's tiring, it's tough, it's long hours, it's got shifts, but both of us has NO regrets at all. Ed, meet u at the top yo! Haha!
I must start controlling myself. Stop onlining so much. Stop 'star chasing' so much. I have my own responsibilities already. I'm turning 21 this year. 21 - i'm officially an adult soon. I have my family responsibilities, my studies responsibilities, I have to think of my future plans, my career, my this, my that. Sigh. I don't foresee my own future. Wait, it's i CAN'T foresee my own future. I seriously don't know what i can do, what i want to do. I have my own dreams. But can i achieve it? Competition is horrendous. What if I can't get a job in the future? There are so many jobless people in the world. Met Kevin - my senior yesterday, he's the top student of his batch, but currently he's jobless. Partly bcuz he's from Indonesia, and it's hard to get working permit here it seems. Met Edreena as well, and she's working in the pastry dept in MO. What should I work as? In the kitchen? Logistic? Catering? Fd mgmt?
What if I tell you I'm getting married this year? :)
LOVE can be said as a flavorful set meal. Why? It combines the flavor of sweet, sour, bitter and spicy altogether.
~ When two people are in love with one another, whatever memories they have is SWEET.
~ When a person likes another person, what he/she feels in the heart when he/she knows that the they'll never be together - is SOUR.
~ When a person sees the one he/she love with another person, you can see the BITTERness in his/her eyes.
~ And, when two person are madly in love with each other, the relationship they have is HOT and SPICY.
Haha. Funny huh? :) Do you think so?
My mind is spinning wildly. There's so many things on my mind. Everything, anything. When was the time that I really laughed? When was the time that I really smiled? And when was the time that I said that I'm really happy? ... i can't remember... *Emo again*
~love me for who I am, don't hate me for who I'm not~
Went for Project Superstar Finals last Saturday. Henley vs Orange. I sat with Orange fans of course. But before that I already know who's gonna win. Total votes 620000. Orange 48.5%, Henley 51.5%. Orange's EP sales 16%, Henley 14%. I heard Orange's EP sell until OUT OF STOCK! :) Kwok Fai, Vick, William Sun and a lot of 8tv artists were there as well. Contestants from Wo Yao Zuo Model and last year's Superstar too! Penny Tai and Nicholas Teo were the guest artists. As well as John and Meisim :) But Henley really did a great job, he has the star look, and his stage charisma was good! Orange only lose by a bit! Don't care. Orange, you're still my superstar!
These two weeks that I've worked, I realized that, there's really all sorts of people in this world. Being in this service industry, customer is really the KING. Some are so nice that they thank you all the time, help you to clear the plates on their table; some are so thick skinned to ask for complimentary dessert; some are so damn fcking action that they don't even bother answering you properly when you ask them whether what beverages they want; some are so friendly that they joke with you. Was talking to Edmund about any regrets working in this industry. Hmm, it's tiring, it's tough, it's long hours, it's got shifts, but both of us has NO regrets at all. Ed, meet u at the top yo! Haha!
I must start controlling myself. Stop onlining so much. Stop 'star chasing' so much. I have my own responsibilities already. I'm turning 21 this year. 21 - i'm officially an adult soon. I have my family responsibilities, my studies responsibilities, I have to think of my future plans, my career, my this, my that. Sigh. I don't foresee my own future. Wait, it's i CAN'T foresee my own future. I seriously don't know what i can do, what i want to do. I have my own dreams. But can i achieve it? Competition is horrendous. What if I can't get a job in the future? There are so many jobless people in the world. Met Kevin - my senior yesterday, he's the top student of his batch, but currently he's jobless. Partly bcuz he's from Indonesia, and it's hard to get working permit here it seems. Met Edreena as well, and she's working in the pastry dept in MO. What should I work as? In the kitchen? Logistic? Catering? Fd mgmt?
What if I tell you I'm getting married this year? :)
LOVE can be said as a flavorful set meal. Why? It combines the flavor of sweet, sour, bitter and spicy altogether.
~ When two people are in love with one another, whatever memories they have is SWEET.
~ When a person likes another person, what he/she feels in the heart when he/she knows that the they'll never be together - is SOUR.
~ When a person sees the one he/she love with another person, you can see the BITTERness in his/her eyes.
~ And, when two person are madly in love with each other, the relationship they have is HOT and SPICY.
Haha. Funny huh? :) Do you think so?
My mind is spinning wildly. There's so many things on my mind. Everything, anything. When was the time that I really laughed? When was the time that I really smiled? And when was the time that I said that I'm really happy? ... i can't remember... *Emo again*
~love me for who I am, don't hate me for who I'm not~
Friday, May 04, 2007
Sakai people everywhere
Gosh, I didn't know there are just so many sakai people out there in this world.
Sakai motorcyclists who drives in the MIDDLE of the road.
Sakai KNS drivers who are rushing to 'tao toi', impatient. Grrrr.
Sakai drivers who don't put signals when they switch lanes or turning to a junction.
Sakai people who are so stubborn, big ego and never think before they talk.
Sakai people who scold others for doing so, but never realize they're doing it themself
Sakai people who likes to show off.
Sakai people who are pure crazy - was having my dinner just now when suddenly this aunty just started shouting and scolding a small kid. The small boy was sitting on his baby chair quietly. I don't know what did he do but this aunty (note: she's not his MOM) started scolding (in mandarin) "YOU DON'T CRY ANYMORE AH! IF NOT I THROW YOU OUT TO THE ROAD! SHUT UP! YOU BETTER SHUT UP NOW! I'LL BEAT YOU! SHUT UP!" Not only that, she even scolded the mum and the grandma when they want to comfort the small kid. "YOU DON'T MANJA HIM LA!!!" What a biatch. No brains one ah. Want to scold also don't scold in public at the top of your voice la. Even if you want to scold, also not scold this way lah. Crazy one meh? Kesian the kid. I was so tempted to go over to help the small kid. Next time the kid lei ga chut jao also will be because of you ler, sakai aunty. Grrrr.
SAKAI SAKAI SAKAI SAKAI SAKAI SAKAI!!!
See how sakai ppl are?
Anyway.
I realize people are often very fickle minded. I'm saying in general. Don't you think so?
A: What you want to eat?
B: Anything lah.
A: You choose la. I anything one.
B: I also anything one.
A: Aiyo... what to eat leh? Then, we go McD lah.
B: Har? I dowan to eat fast food leh.
A: =_=" Then you think of what to eat lah.
B: Erm... anything also can lah.
A: *pengsan*
I always believed that, no matter what, people should always be humble to oneself and others. I don't care if I start from scratch or being looked down, but always keep your feet on the ground, don't become so sombong or too proud over the things that you've done.
Silence is virtue. Sometimes, keeping quiet is the best solution after all. You might call me a kiasu, a chicken, a scaredy cat or whatsoever, but I have my own reasons why I keep quiet or mention nothing. You might even say I'm selfish, but whatever you say, it's up to you.
My friend said that I'm a very optimistic person. Am I? Hah, erm, I don't think so. I think a lot of negative things also. Maybe cuz after thinking all those, I'll TRY to think of positive thoughts to CONVINCE and COMFORT myself. What you think?
A few questions I've been curious, perhaps you want to share with me your answer.
1. Do you go shopping alone?
2. Do you LIKE to go shopping alone?
3. Do you go to the movies alone?
4. Do you eat alone (as in not at home, outside at restaurants or stalls)?
Later will be the finals for Project Superstar Season 2. Henley vs Orange. I'm an Orange supporter. Woo hoo! Actually every since the first Top 24 roadshow I'd like her already. Her deep voice is unique. And ever since she sang Ni Guang, and her appearance getting better and better, I like her better and better! Go Orange! I'll support you forever! May you be the Superstar! Namo namo namo. =)
Sakai motorcyclists who drives in the MIDDLE of the road.
Sakai KNS drivers who are rushing to 'tao toi', impatient. Grrrr.
Sakai drivers who don't put signals when they switch lanes or turning to a junction.
Sakai people who are so stubborn, big ego and never think before they talk.
Sakai people who scold others for doing so, but never realize they're doing it themself
Sakai people who likes to show off.
Sakai people who are pure crazy - was having my dinner just now when suddenly this aunty just started shouting and scolding a small kid. The small boy was sitting on his baby chair quietly. I don't know what did he do but this aunty (note: she's not his MOM) started scolding (in mandarin) "YOU DON'T CRY ANYMORE AH! IF NOT I THROW YOU OUT TO THE ROAD! SHUT UP! YOU BETTER SHUT UP NOW! I'LL BEAT YOU! SHUT UP!" Not only that, she even scolded the mum and the grandma when they want to comfort the small kid. "YOU DON'T MANJA HIM LA!!!" What a biatch. No brains one ah. Want to scold also don't scold in public at the top of your voice la. Even if you want to scold, also not scold this way lah. Crazy one meh? Kesian the kid. I was so tempted to go over to help the small kid. Next time the kid lei ga chut jao also will be because of you ler, sakai aunty. Grrrr.
SAKAI SAKAI SAKAI SAKAI SAKAI SAKAI!!!
See how sakai ppl are?
Anyway.
I realize people are often very fickle minded. I'm saying in general. Don't you think so?
A: What you want to eat?
B: Anything lah.
A: You choose la. I anything one.
B: I also anything one.
A: Aiyo... what to eat leh? Then, we go McD lah.
B: Har? I dowan to eat fast food leh.
A: =_=" Then you think of what to eat lah.
B: Erm... anything also can lah.
A: *pengsan*
I always believed that, no matter what, people should always be humble to oneself and others. I don't care if I start from scratch or being looked down, but always keep your feet on the ground, don't become so sombong or too proud over the things that you've done.
Silence is virtue. Sometimes, keeping quiet is the best solution after all. You might call me a kiasu, a chicken, a scaredy cat or whatsoever, but I have my own reasons why I keep quiet or mention nothing. You might even say I'm selfish, but whatever you say, it's up to you.
My friend said that I'm a very optimistic person. Am I? Hah, erm, I don't think so. I think a lot of negative things also. Maybe cuz after thinking all those, I'll TRY to think of positive thoughts to CONVINCE and COMFORT myself. What you think?A few questions I've been curious, perhaps you want to share with me your answer.
1. Do you go shopping alone?
2. Do you LIKE to go shopping alone?
3. Do you go to the movies alone?
4. Do you eat alone (as in not at home, outside at restaurants or stalls)?
Later will be the finals for Project Superstar Season 2. Henley vs Orange. I'm an Orange supporter. Woo hoo! Actually every since the first Top 24 roadshow I'd like her already. Her deep voice is unique. And ever since she sang Ni Guang, and her appearance getting better and better, I like her better and better! Go Orange! I'll support you forever! May you be the Superstar! Namo namo namo. =)
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Actually schooling is the best...
I've only worked for two days only, I'm already hating work. So tiring, so exhausting, so long hours of standing...
Work:
- You can't ponteng work like you always do in school
- You won't get off day on the day you want to
- Sometimes, you don't even get your off day
- You might think it's fun working, no need to think about projects, assignments, homework, but it's not fun at all.
College:
- Classes can be cancelled, postponed or bring forward, but not work
- You can skip classes
- Yes, assignment sucks, but it only sucks short term.
I'm so sleepy now that I can't think of any more reasons. It's not THAT bad to work actually. Sometimes it's fun, joking with colleagues and working together. It's just tiring. Hopefully I'll enjoy it more and more :) Gd nite.
Work:
- You can't ponteng work like you always do in school
- You won't get off day on the day you want to
- Sometimes, you don't even get your off day
- You might think it's fun working, no need to think about projects, assignments, homework, but it's not fun at all.
College:
- Classes can be cancelled, postponed or bring forward, but not work
- You can skip classes
- Yes, assignment sucks, but it only sucks short term.
I'm so sleepy now that I can't think of any more reasons. It's not THAT bad to work actually. Sometimes it's fun, joking with colleagues and working together. It's just tiring. Hopefully I'll enjoy it more and more :) Gd nite.
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