Sakai ah?

Don't know why... Nowadays I really like to say 'Sakai ah you?' or 'Sakai la you.'
I guess it's very normal... because people often tend to say a sentence or a phrase or perhaps a quote very often at one particular time...

I still remember last time... I used phrases like: (For the purpose of scolding people =p)

- Bo pa nai oh! (Not clever lor!)
- Chowww turtle!
- Chicken backside baboon face!
(This was created by me and Ching where we use animal's body parts... and either of the animal or the body part must start with 'B'. So our whole phrase was actually - chicken backside baboon face pig body buffalo arm and buaya legs =D) Err, fine, i know it's lame...
- Yo!


I know a lot of you also always use certain phrases very often one right? Come, share with me...
'Jik kik dit la lei!' =D or 'SS ah you?' or 'whatever lah!' =D

Just be yourself

Why must you compare yourself to other people?
You are you, I am I, he is he, she is she...
Does it really matter if she gets it and you don't?
Does it really matter if he's in and you're not?
Does it really matter if I can and you cannot?
Everybody is unique in his or her own way...
In some way, I am good at something...
In other aspects, you're good at other things...
I never blab a single word at other things that you do...
So why on earth must there be comparisons?
I thought you were different from the others,
but come to think of it, you're just the same... Same as all of them...
You're just so immature...
Sometimes I thought you deserve it when you get it...
But now I have second thoughts...
So stop complaining...
You'll get it if you have the fate to...
If not, just shut up and kcuf off....

PS: If you think i'm talking about you... Again, kcuf off... I'm not that free... Don't be vain...

Lup Danny

Still in dreamland...

Went for Vick's mini showcase in Halo Cafe, Sunway Pyramid on Friday. I listened to Teng's cd and found that his songs are quite nice. ML came and fetch me at 5 plus and we head to Sunway Pyramid to shop awhile. CY joined us at 7.30pm and we had dinner at Secret Recipe. At 8.45pm we head to Halo Cafe. I was just joking about "VIP" seats, this Teng betul-betul go get seats which are very close to the stage >.<" He sang "Hui Lai/Kembali", "Cai Hong Tian Tang" and "Ling" from his album, and also "Ju Hua Tai" by Jay, "Ni Na Me Ai Ta" with Kevin Shu (a I wanna be model contestant), and a medley of "Hard Life", "Ti Oh Oh", "Ai Mei", "Shi Jie Wei Yi De Ni", "I Love You" and "I Believe I Can Fly". Awesome. :D I won Halo voucher and a poster through the Q&A session, thanks to Uncle Milo >.<" Kent from I Wanna Be Model, Dylan Leong from 8tv were also there. Cheryl (Xin Yi) was the emcee. When leaving, suddenly i heard someone called my full name. I turned and saw Ker Ying, Kennedy, Darren and Woan Jian. They came to yum cha. Haha. This is call 'fate' haha!

Yesterday went to Ipoh and Penang with two S, ah Sar and Szen. For what? Holiday lah! =D Nolar, go for Danny's showcases. We were late to Ipoh because we stopped at Szen's aunty's house, plus we couldn't find the place where he is. We can hear the song 'Siapa' but don't know where. >.<" After we reach, Szen - being the tall one waved to him because with my 'positive height' I can't see where he is with a big crowd in front of me. He saw and waved at us and said "They are from KL. Pls give them an applause" (in Chinese). It' so worth it although we only saw like 5 minutes of him. Haha. Met Alison and her sis there. They were also there for Danny's showcase =D

Then we continued our journey to Penang. Reached about 7pm, we were suppose to wait for Aunty Swan at the Shell station near Jelutong but we went towards George Town instead. & we waited for them at Prangin Mall. Uncle IH lead us to check in at Evergreen then we head to Prangin in Aunty Swan's car. I felt so dizzy after going round and round up to the car park. @_@ We quickly search for the stage. One guy, the promo crew I think, saw us and asked us "You all were in Ipoh right?" and showed us thumbs up. I joined the fan club and bought the cap. The emcee gave out a few Green Love poster but must answer question lah. He asked a few then I raise up my hand. He said "I will ask you a very difficult question. Wait ar." He went on and ask another girl. Then he turn to me and said "Okok, I will ask you a very difficult question." I was thinking : Hmpf, I sure can answer one heh! Then he asked: "What's this place called?" *terjatuh* Of cuz I got it. We waited until Danny come out. He say hi to everybody. And he sang "Love & Freedom". Then the emcee chat with him.

He saw us and said "You guys are from KL right? Xin ku ni men le (San fu sai). You all drove here? Drive safely ok? Don't "piu yi" ok? You guys not selling tau fu one." He cracked a lot of jokes, until I can't tahan anymore, I took out my sweat sign and show him. He saw and he laughed, and said 'wah, good idea ya.' Then he sang "Wai Hor Siong Tai Dor". Then games session with 4 fans. And he ended the singing with "Siapa". <3



Then we went Swatow Lane for dinner and Aunty Swan fetch us back. We bathed, rest for awhile and went out to 'makan angin' and went to the Gurney Drive for 'supper'. I wanted my Yau Yu Ong Choi but finished. So we ate rojak instead. Yummy! Walk all the way back to the hotel and sleep. Somehow I really like the hotel bed. So nice to sleep on until I didn't want to wake up the next morning. Szen's cousin - Bin, brought us to breakfast - the famous prawn mee which I forgot what that road is called. Then we went back to the hotel and sleep again. Until 11.30am we pack everything, check out and went to Prangin Mall for shopping. Went Laconic of course. Then we bumped into HMay who's working in Vince & Co. So coincident right? But why I don't bump into Danny >.<"

After that, Bin came and fetch us at about 1.30pm and we head to Penang Road for lunch. We had assam laksa, ice kacang which has ice cream and jelly with sarsi sauce and char kuey teow. The char kuey teow is awesome! *drooling* Then Bin fetched us back to Prangin and we head home!!! Stopped by at Tapah to shh shh and buy fruits.

Overall, i so totally had fun in Ipoh and Penang. Although I was freaking exhausted running all the way up to K-Box at Ipoh Parade, but I had hell lot of fun. The trip is so worth it and I enjoyed myself very much. Szen and Sar, thanks for taking care of me and running up and down with me. Love you all loads and loads. Thanks Aunty Swan and Uncle IH for accompanying us to Danny's showcase. Danny must be really happy to see you both there hahaha! Thanks Szen's couzie for bringing us and belanja us makan. <3>

Chun sayang - Sadly you couldn't join us, but we really missed your presence =D 4th I shall let you do whatever you want <3

Clarins? Clinique? Or Loreal?

I'm addicted to Danny's album... best! Track 1, 2, 3, 6 and 7 damn chun! Listening over and over again... I'm collecting all his articles that I can find. So if you have any articles on him please give me ya =D <3 <3

Class started already this week. Can say quite free. But can say NOT quite free also. Already have 3 projects in hand to do. And more to come >.<" Today we had a small 'test' for law... 15 questions just to test if we remember all the terms... I only can answer like 2 or 3. Shutz! Fail la fail la... Then we had 3 hours break so we went to Pyramid to buy present and had McD and BR ice cream. *drool* offer buy 1 free 1. Then Mr Wong KK was late for 1/2 hour. Me and KY went and find him, he's so blur, he don't even know where's the class, when I say left he turn right, when I say go down, he go up *pengsan* at the end of the class he forgot to take his thumb drive *aiyak* Then Mr Frederic never turn up for our class. We waited 1 hour for him. And KY and I had to go find him again. He didn't even know there's class. Ishhh...

I'm kinda worried about my studies now... I'm very scared I'll fail... cuz once you fail one cluster means you fail... There's still dissertation to do... And training... Have to start thinking about training placement now already... Been chatting with KY and we're planning to go Hong Kong Disneyland for training haha... Yu dan ah yu dan... nai cha ah nai cha... poh loh pau ah poh loh pau... Haha... We plan to go Chim Tsa Tsui, Wong Kok, Tong Loh Wan, at night go Lan Kwai Fong... Imagine we only need to work 5 days a week... Haha! Crazy... but it's not impossible... Will ask Mr Wong KK next week about it. And dissertation will be interesting. :D

Sigh, don't know why, felt like today I've been ignored by a lot of people. Just don't know why I feel that way... Balasan guah... Anyway, just don't have the mood to talk to people... Feeling very emo the whole day. Just because of what he said... Well, I didn't post it on purpose... anyway, i deleted it straight away... Why do you sound like you're scolding me... I guess i think too much... but, arghh... just let it be...

Sometimes I wonder, are TRUE friends well... TRUE? I just don't know. I guess, what people say about no one understand you better except yourself. I guess I'm just sad because what I want is not what they want... and they just can't possible follow what I want... Arghh... it's good to be alone sometimes... Arghh...

Gosh, pimples have been growing over my face... more and more... Shutz... I desperately need a new facial wash set ASAP... Anybody got good recommendation? As I don't quite believe all the brands now... Clinique? Loreal? Clarins? Clearasil? Himalaya? Estee Lauder? Leonard Drake? Ponds? Clean & Clear? Ginvera? Hellppppppp ~~~~~

Went on a shopping spree on Monday... Bought a lot of things... An army pants, 1 nike shirt, 1 work shirt, 1 casual dress, & few cds. I saw this lovely casual coat in JJ like the one Candy jie tried on last time we went Zara, but kinda tight. Arghh, i like it so much. Did you guys know that MBF mastercard is having a promotion now until April? When you spend using MBF card, if the approval code number ends with the digit '5' you can get cash credit of RM50 (non-merchant) / RM100 (mbf merchant) back... Haha, so lucky I got one... Quickly sms my aunt and she tag it for me :D The unlucky thing is, i lost my parking card in MV, and had to pay RM20 penalty. Skcuf. Bad luck. Now new year's coming... so many things that I want to buy and do. I want Nike, Nike and more Nike! I saw 2 caps that I like, 1 jacket, few handbags, and shirts... *drooling* (though it's not food) I still want that 1986 shirt Daniel has... Ishh... Even my class Ivy Lee has it! Arghhh! Can't find it anymore. Feel like joining the gym to learn yoga and dancing, feel like learning back organ and guitar and flute, feel like working part time, feel like cooking and baking...

~ I wish that one day has more than 24 hours
~ I wish that things are not that complicated
~ I wish that I had more money
~ I wish that I can see you everyday
~ I wish we could be friends... but we'll never be... because somethings are impossible...
~ I wish that I have Nokia 7360 >.<" (so chun!)
~ I wish that I can go Hong Kong woo hoo!!!

* I love my family
* I love my friends
* I love my baby Angeli
* I love D.
* I love phood.
* I love everything about my life... (I'm trying to convince myself ok!)

Fi, Eve, Ying, Ivy, Edmund, Terence, Teng 4eva...
& of cuz Amanda, Kiat, FQ =D BDH20 rocks!

Good Or Bad?

Finally I'm done with all the work on my hand... Err, almost all... Hehe...

Is it good or bad?
It's good when you get to take charge of things... You have the power... You have the authority... You have the privilege...
But what if two people are trying to take charge of the same thing?
I guess people are all the same, when it comes to something they like... to achieve their dreams... attention seeking... trying to be the best out of themselves...
The best is not to be involved...

Is it good or bad?
When things are not going your way, but all you can do is just keep quiet, and you don't have the heart to say no?
Just smile and let it happen.

Is it good or bad?
When many surprises come your way, and day by day you expect more and more...
And one day, it just *poof* and disappear...
Will it be better, if you see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil?
I guess the best is still - don't expect anything? Haha.
Although miracles do come true =D

Been listening to Danny's album past few dayz... Somehow it gets better and better... Love Track 1 (Bing Du Bao Fa), Track 2 (Siapa), Track 3 (Wai Hor Xiong Tai Dor), Track 6 (Ai Qing Wei Ji), Track 7 (Shi Jie Bu Hui Mo Re), Track 8 (Hao Si Xiang) and Track 10 (Leng Chai)
He's going to Hong Kong in May or June. ( I dowan!!!!)
Come to think about it, I know nothing about him... what authority do I have to be his fans? Just only I know that he likes Doraemon... And I saw the newspaper articles that one fan kept since 2004... almost all his articles... I feel so useless...

Perhaps being the eldest in the family, having a brother much younger than you in the family, definitely the love and care will be focused on him. And perhaps my family is not 'sporting' enough to have hug hug, kiss kiss and stuff. I miss the feeling of being pat on the head, being hugged, being showered with gifts... I miss being pampered. I miss being a 'small girl'. It doesn't happen in my family anymore... all that happens is 'u want, u take money and buy'... But I experienced something good today. I feel happy. I feel like a kid. Loved by the adults.

Haha, don't care about me... I'm just going crazy... If you think the above are talking about what happened to me, you're wrong... it's just my crazy imagination ok... Puhlease...