Happy Mooncake Festie!

Happy Mid Autumn Festival everyone!!!

It was a quiet one for me. Chilled with some friends in the afternoon and family dinner at grandpa's house at night. Parents are away for holiday in somewhere in the world. I was looking for a cute tanglung but couldn't find any. So pfft, end up didn't play tanglung. The pic above was my baby cousin's one.

Very relaxing day. During dinner me and cousins recalled how we used to play tanglungs and burnt some. I wanna be back as a kid! :(

Anyway, hope everyone had a good mid autumn celebration. Wishing everyone rounds of happiness, joy, luck. Hope everyone have a great family reunion, stay peaceful and harmony. Always remember, family is the most important thing in life :)


Uncle bought mooncakes from Hilton. Blueberry cheese mooncake, choc baileys mooncake! Interesting. Oh, dad made some ping pei ones too! :) Our usual mid autumn celebration - homecooked dinner, followed by 'yum cha' session - chinese tea, mooncakes, pomelo!

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I collect fancy mooncake boxes! Whoever who don't keep them can give them to me ;)

Eff You See Kay

Hola i'm back!!! Well, I'm actually back on Tuesday already, stayed one night in Penang then only back to Kay-Elle. Hmm, not in the mood to blog about my trip yet. Getting all emo-elmo now.



Been watching ISWAK 2 for the whole day today. Halfway now. Half more to go. Perhaps for other people who watched it didn't cry as much as I did. I don't know why, I get emotional easily. Tears just roll down every single episode. And the way Zhi Shu treats Xiang Qin, harsh at times but romanticnyaaaaa. Watching it will make every girl yearns for a guy like him. Or perhaps envy the taste of being in a relationship. Yeah, I admit I'm kinda outdated. I am just too 'lazy' to go 'boil' dramas, even though I say I want to watch them.


I guess things don't always happen the way you want them to be. Things don't turn out as you wish they should be. People come and people go, and it takes time for you to realize who is and who is not the people who worth your trust.

I don't understand why must gender be 'categorized' or 'assumed' to be something. E.g: EVERY girl loves diamonds, EVERY girl loves shopping, EVERY guy loves sports cars & hot babes, EVERY guy are ego-madness (which i think is true though). Stop 'categorizing' or 'assuming' because ASSUME = make an ASS out of U and ME. Pffffft!

Moody. Ciao.

~ I wish for things to go back to how it used to be.

Take care

Yes, we've decided to head for Bangkok after all. Am in CY's house now. Will be leaving for Bangkok in few hours' time. Hopefully I won't be stranded there or anything bad happen while we're there. Will try to come back in one piece *touch wood*

Will be back in 4 days time! So everyone, take care and god bless! Cheerios!

Share with you all my featured video of the week - Indian accented 'twinkle2 little star'. Enjoy!

Blessing in Disguise

Why must things happen at the wrong time? Why must they declare state of emergency? Why must they protest? Why must they hold parang? I'm supposed to enjoy our planned-for-a-long-time holiday! Our first trip together 'overseas'. We were all so excited about it, counting down 60 days ago, now left 3 days and now we might have to cancel it. MFKNNCCB. (I know safety first but that's how I feel now) I'm sad because we planned it since Feb. I'm sad because so near yet so far. I'm sad because if we cancel, I just waste 0.5k of my parents' money. The worse feeling is - I don't earn them. Fcuk.

Perhaps it's a blessing in disguise. At least it happened earlier instead of when we're there. *touch wood* Or is it karma for what I've said previously. Just because I said I hate 5th and 6th. Just because Danny got 3 events in that two days, doesn't mean they have to make me not able to go holiday. Bu hu~ Thanks for those who were very kind enough to concern about my trip.

Another blessing in disguise just now. What I worried of for being 'not-punctual' turned out to be something good :) I guess 'whatever happens, happens for a reason' is really true.

Oh ya, go watch Wall-e & Love Guru. Wall-e is really nice cuz got my name inside & Love Guru is super freaking funny, yet the quotes are quite inspiring. Hmm, still got so many shows not watched yet, I haven't even watch The Dark Knight. Deng.

Read a couple of friends' blogs that were very touching. Touching in the sense of friendship. I just wanna say that, this applies to everyone of you out there, I may not be your bestest friend but you can count on me as a friend. I may not be the most supportive one, but I'll be beside you. I may not be able to give you comfort/advice when you're down/need help, but I'll be listening. I may have disappointed/offended you, I'm sorry. I may not be there all the time, but I do care.

I Hate Myself For... (Fill In The Blanks)

今天特别一些，想用华语来写我的小抄。为什么要用华语呢？其实没有什么特别的原因，特别嘛。

很快地，已经来到了08年的第九个月。很快地，还有四个月就要和2008说拜拜咯。真的觉得时间不是走，而是在飞，也飞得超快，虽然刚庆祝完国庆，但很快就要倒数新年来临的咯！

昨天，不，应该是前天，到了金河去参加倒数派对，因为我的最爱全都在那里，呵呵呵！约了11点到金河，出门时还好不塞车，竟然忘了带那些票！啊！笨到。转一大圈回去拿，然后第二轮去金河时竟然塞车！吃我最爱的金加利然后就去看排练，刚好铭少刚刚上台要唱了，嘻嘻，幸好赶得及看他。之后轮流都有歌手上台做sound check。我们除了去吃晚餐之外，一直都待在舞台旁。想下我们站了差不多12个小时，哇塞，晕～今年的国庆很冷淡，迎接国庆的气氛都几乎是零，我看一个两个都在忙于政治问题，连在派对的观众都不热情的。闷到。。。又热，又逼，又挤到变咸煎饼。。。最高潮都只是汉少和佑少玩小提琴，还有柏少压轴秀的时候咯。回到家已经是3点多了，冲凉倒头就沉睡了，连电话响都听不到，劲到。

很多时候，一个人会说他不介意其他人怎样看他。很多时候，一个人会说他不会去理其他人怎么说。很多时候，一个人会说他不想也不要去理会某某东西。很多时候，一个人会说某某东西不会影响到他的心情。我很想不要去介意，我很想不要去理会，我很想不要去想，我很想我的心情不被影响。‘比较’这两个字是很普偏，每个人都会把自己和某某个人放在一起看看谁比较好，谁比较不好。我很介意其他人怎么看我。我不否认我会拿自己与别人比较，但我不会去踩扁人家。我很不想去理会，我很不想去知道，但是不懂为什么我很介意他所写，他所说，他所表达的一切。一切是事实吗？我该相信吗？我该接受吗？

为什么有人无论吃几多都不会胖？为什么有人的脸皮可以那么厚？为什么有人一生出来就那么有钱？为什么有人的思想可以那么不理智？为什么你不会去为别人着想？为什么不用脑去想想才表达你的心声？

我变了。以前的我，很在意我身边的知己。但现在我渐渐把自己关进自己的笼子里。我不再去聆听朋友的心事，我不再去给予他们我的支持。我慢慢地已经失去了以前的我。自己一个人好像比较好。也许我想太多。也许我担心太多。唉，我都不懂我在讲什么。晚安。



～要有信心是一种挑战。