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22 APRIL 2008

In 2004, he composed "Love & Freedom"

In 2005, he composed "Crazy"

In 2007, he composed "Siapa"

And now...

2008

Stay tune to all chinese radio stations on 22 April 2008. (Perhaps on 21st April already can hear)

- Malaysia
- China
- Taipei
- Singapore
- Hong Kong
- Melbourne

*Seriously can't wait. But sigh, I'll be in Singapore. Hopefully I get to hear it there. Good also, can test market see what Singapore radio station says about him wahaha. So so excited. Will be seeing him a lot a lot in the coming months. Yes, what happened last year will repeat itself again this year. If he's coming out with album, I'll buy 10! That shows my excitement. Really! He's losing his voice cuz busy recording. Kelian oh :(

*wub* *wub* Danny *wub* *wub*
(Photos credit to Eddie)

Positively Emo

Did you all notice that it's 17th today? 17th 17th 17th... My fave number again. Hope today is a good day.

Went 1U with kopi-kopi for lunch at Bakerzin. Then KY left to go her tea, so left me and Ivy. Was craving for my baked apple tart. Yummy yummy. Then we walked around for awhile then left to go to Vintry. The wine shop that Edmund works. People now so happening in the shop, all the customers know him, he's the sommelier there, the person in charge wahaha. We only thought of eating cuz Ivy said their banana peach crumble is darn good. But he offered a bottle of white zinfandel and it was cheap so we took it. Imagine 2 girls finishing one bottle of rose wine! It was a good wine. Nice and smooth. At the end of the meal, both of us high high dei already. Laughing like sakais. But it was really fun. Really comfortable. Hope we can have a gathering with all the ex classmates there one day. Ivy said if we're at home we'll probably just get ourselves drunk already.

I can't decide. I can't make up my mind where to go. Wait, I can't make up my mind in a lot of things. I wish I can split myself into half and be at two places at one time. Some of you might be thinking why a nobody is so fussy in choosing her blardy job. Yes I can be really fussy at times. I'm blunt, I'm lost and I'm annoying, that's ME.

Positively emo, how can someone be positively emo. After chatting with SQ that day, I realized that I'm not alone in this world. Perhaps 3 quarter of the world feels the same as me. And I know I have hundreds of friends caring for me, and for me to care about. I'm really grateful to have people like you guys reading my blog, it means I have friends that cares about what is going on with me. I'm really grateful to have friends to dine with, to party with, to yum cha with, it means I'm not an antisocial person (I hope). I'm grateful to have friends who forward sms to me, email me, call me, ask me out, it means they're thinking of me. Mwahaha! Thank you all, so so much, I really don't know what can I do to repay you guys.

I may be a good person for you,
I may be bad,
I may be irritating you,
or I'm always sad,
I may be the best person on earth,
or the worst,
I may be friendly,
perhaps a little evil,
I may be smart,
but I'm dumb.

Whatever a person I am to you (perhaps you can tell me),
I just wanna thank you (ALL) and say sorry.
I am not a superwoman who can help everyone.
I am not a clown who befriends everyone.
I am not an iron chef who knows how to cook everything.
I am not a person who can do whatever you want.
I am a person who has weaknesses.
I am a person who has feelings.
I am a person who annoys ppl without knowing,
who some people hates at times.
I just wanna say that,
I am me, myself and I.
I am not someone who you think I'm supposed to be.
Treat me as who I am,
not who you wish I should be.

[Lyrics] Xu Ru Yun & Ah Mu Long - Nan Ren Nu Ren

Nan Ren Nu Ren 男人女人
by: Xu Ru Yun & Ah Mu Long 许茹芸，阿穆隆

女:爱爱爱爱了几回
Ai ai ai ai le ji hui

也明白其中滋味
Ye ming bai qi zhong zi wei

付出的从来不会等于收回
Fu chu de cong lai bu hui deng yu shou hui

我却还在等待着
Wo que hai zai deng dai zhe

谁能出现
Shui neng chu xian

男:伤伤伤伤了几回
Shang shang shang shang le ji hui

也曾经为爱憔悴
Ye ceng jing wei ai qiao cui

爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
Ai qing li hao ren zhong bi huai ren lang bei

我却还是学不会
Wo que hai shi xue bu hui

狠 心对谁
Hen xin dui shui

Chorus
女:男人男人
Nan ren nan ren

多希望你是好人
Duo xi wang ni shi hao ren

多希望用你的真
Duo xi wang yong ni de zhen

让我不必再心疼
Rang wo bu bi zai xin teng

男:女人女人
Nu ren nu ren

我答应做个好人
Wo da ying zuo ge hao ren

我答应用我一生
Wo da ying yong wo yi sheng

来换你的快乐一生
Lai huan ni de kuai le yi sheng

Repeat

女:男人男人
Nan ren nan ren

多希望你是好人
Duo xi wang ni shi hao ren

多希望用你的真
Duo xi wang yong ni de zhen

让我不必再心疼
Rang wo bu bi zai xin teng

男:女人女人
Nu ren nu ren

我答应做个好人
Wo da ying zuo ge hao ren

合：不会再让我（你）心疼
Bu hui zai rang wo (ni) xin teng

一等再等
Yi deng zai deng

你就是我等的那个人
Ni jiu shi wo deng de na ge ren

男:男人男人
Nan ren nan ren

女:女人女人
Nu ren nu ren

合：多么希望你是对的人
Duo me xi wang ni shi dui de ren

Art

Went for Summit's 10th Anniversary celebration yesterday. Damn sui loh. Afternoon rain then stop which the weather was perfect for the night already. When the event start it rained again! I went for the sound check in the afternoon (alone), feel like a jacoon standing there only. But it was worth it muahaha! Anyway, back to the event, well, I guess in ALL events, it's not the show that matters, it's the people you go with. I'm glad to have friends that is crazy enough lol. That night got Danny, Andrew, Karen Kong, Quincy, Bang Bang Tian Shi (kids group), some chinese yoyo performace, and dance performance by dunno what academy. Then there's lots of games and funny jokes by Jack Lum Dak Weng and Ngan Mei Yan. Please... never ever say Malaysians are shy. They're so NOT. The funny acts they do on stage, omg, can laugh until you roll on the floor.

Look at Danny's pic inside this announcement board LOL!

I was making more boards the previous night cuz the old ones rosak last time at the 'Cow Car Water' event which we were soaking wet. That night rain again. Wah lao eh. Sui loh. I wonder who brought the rain. Andrew or Danny? Lol. Cuz both events they were there.

Back to my boards, I enlarged the fonts on Words and printed it out. Supposingly fully black, big words. But, my printer love art so much it decided to be creative.

I thought only shirts have stripe design, not words!
(Disclaimer: It was meant to be totally black font)

Speaking of ART, I always envy how others can draw so well and so impressive. I was chatting with Teng few months back, and I tell you, her arts impressed me too. I forgot what we were talking about and we started playing with the MSN's that handwriting facility which instead of typing you draw your message. And I started drawing her display picture of her at that time.

And my workpiece nyahaha:

(Psst: A bit SS but I was quite impressed with mine... cuz I always get D for arts in school.)

Then she started drawing MY display pic at that time. Very... very... impressive...

She's really artistic!

Seriously wanna see hers???

You sure???

You want???

Confirmed???

Really???

Erm...

Ok...

I think you will like it a lot...

It's way better than mine.

I really liked it...

I begged her for so long...

To let me show to you guys...

That's why I'm keeping a copy of it...

Here goes...

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Day = Night

My life is becoming dull and upside down. Jobless, aimless, useless, motivationless. Well, I'm not complaining, just taking my time to relax. But a lazy life has led to a overturned life. My day has become night and vice versa. Sleeping at 5am/6am, waking up at 2pm, sometimes even later.

I'm beginning to fear for my own's health. I used to fall asleep like a pig after just like 5 minutes lying on the bed. Nowadays I toss and turn for 2 hours before I get to sleep. And there's always phlegm stuck at my throat which I can never seem to cough it out. Maybe it's because I drink tea/coffee/milky stuff. Nooooo, means I cannot drink these anymore :(

Went for Cheng's (Lee Zhi Qing) showcase cum press conf the other day. He is actually more of a producer and composer. Now he's out as a singer. I would say that he improved a lot or maybe he has always been talkative but shy on the outside. Have always been impressed with the songs he writes (Kao An, Bao You Wo, Ta Yi Ding Hen Ai Ni, Zen Me Ban etc). Bought his demo album and have been listening it for the past two days. Fave is Track 3 and Track 7. All the songs are the demo version of songs that he sold to other artistes before. Some people think it's boring and put them to sleep because they don't like such quiet songs, but to me it's good. Can hear the quality of the voice.

"Are you going to Penang?" "Are you going to Autocity?" "Are you going for D's event?" No! I'm not. But now you guys are tempting me to. Sakai. I'm going for FHA in Singapore. Maybe I'll just come back one day earlier then. Tee hee. Arghh! Dilemma dilemma. Speaking of FHA, we have to register online and get the confirmation number. It's been two days but I still haven't get it so I emailed them. Kena 'marah' indirectly instead. Because I didn't notice the '10 working days to process the confirmation'. Shyt. Pai sehnya. Eve oh eve, why so impatient. Sigh. Losing faith. Losing wisdom.

Losing faith but still determined. Determined in a lot of things. Was chatting with SQ just now and he encouraged me. Thanks Shenq, thanks for believing in me :) I'll make you the hamster when you're back :)

-保佑我-