[Lyrics] Blue - Best In Me

Heard it on Nic's Saturday program last week, suddenly miss this song very much. I remembered playing it over and over again everyday when I first found the song :) A song from 'my era'.

Blue - Best In Me
Album: All Rise (2001)

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time
I dont ever wanna lose this feeling,
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side,
that's why I love you

Everyday that I'm here with you,
I know that it feels right, (so right, so right)
and I've just had to be near you every day and every night,
(every night)
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side and thats why I love you

And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
That's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
And that's why I love you

Frustration...

Have you ever felt so frustrated you feel like tearing your head apart, dropping on the floor and cry and even commit suicide?

Sigh, assignments are pilling up, deadlines are near, and I'm not even doing a single thing. Yes, one thing I'm lazy, another is I am just SO NOT INTERESTED to do. Everyday I'm giving excuses to myself not to do it. I just want to get away from the reality.

So, went for the interview on Monday. We were suppose to see this guy name Mr. Terence. On the way there, Ivy and KY asked me is it a Chinese? I said he didn't sound like Chinese and sounded like our ex-lecturer Mr. Terence Dass. And Ivy said jokingly, what if really is him? Same name samore. Haha. Impossible. And end up, it was really him!!! *pengsan* We were sitting at the outlet waiting when Ivy saw him walking in. She was like 'Eh!! Really is Mr. Terence leh!' We were like holy shit! Heart beat doubled the speed. Bumped into Natassya there. And Joshua.

Wokay, Mr Terence is willing to accept us, BUT, in operations. And I think he wants to split us up. Sigh! How? *dilemma*

Air Asia is having promotions now. RM0.88 to Langkawi, RM48 to Macau etc. Flying period is Jan - June 08. For bookings log in to Air Asia. Booking period is until 16 Sept only! Hurry! Wanted to book Macau and Langkawi for me, CY and SS but all our timing aren't right. Sigh. Disappointed.

Time flies. In 5 months time I'm graduating. Yes, a graduate. Wait, I might not. Who knows? I might have to repeat my term. Sigh. Depression is filling within me. Help.

Expect The Unexpected.

Dieting Desperado

This morning so guai, slept at 4am, cuz chat with CY. Thanks gal, it's been so long since we last chatted this way. Kakakaka! Woke up at 8.30am and teman family go for the weekly yum cha breakfast session at OUG.
Bought 3 working shirts at the pasar pagi there :)
In the afternoon, went for the SPCA NuYou Men We Love thingy at Sungai Wang.
It's a charity for SPCA. They were selling roses, balloons, and even photoshoot with celebs.

The "Celebs We Love" were Danny, Daniel, John, SK, Jentzen, 988 DJ Jeff, Aric. Of course they're not the contestants of "Men We Love". There's 20 contestants which only 8 of them came for this thing today. Will get to know more through next month's Nuyou mag. Saw Shen Quang there. He came and find me. I was shocked to see him. It was his dad's event. Haha. I didn't know NuYou is under his dad's company. Mr Loo is the GM for the mag company. Gao siao ah!

Only Aric and Danny sang. 2 songs each. Others make balloon toys, play 'guess the action' with fans. When Danny is singing, the others came down to sell roses and balloons to the crowd. Havoc man.

Then, went up to take personal pics with Danny, Daniel and John. :) Such a precious opportunity. But the so called photographer ruined it! My photos all turned out one I look so fat, one was too near, one with half of my left hand missing =_=" Fine, forgive and forget, get to take, good enough. Grr.. and no, i'm not gonna share the pics up here. :)

After that went back straight away cuz ML need to rush home. Yesterday at KY's house eat BBQ until wanna vomit, just now dinner also went to Halia restaurant in Sime Darby Convention Center for their Churrasco BBQ Buffet Dinner. RM30++ only! Another BBQ. Eat until so full I wanna vomit. Now, desperate to diet. I HAVE to start the 3-days diet thingy that Joey is eating every week already. I HAVE to, i WANT to. I MUST, I NEED. Grr, I thought I said this quite few months ago. It never happened eh? =_=" Kau meang ah!!

~If only I have the courage to talk~

070907 Not A Good Day

Firstly, I was suppose to go college to see Ms Karen for my dissertation. Stomach wasn't feeling well, so end up didn't go. Slept until 2pm. Oops. Well, I slept for so long on purpose. I actually woke up a few times already, but make myself sleep more. Just don't feel like waking up. Well, that's the benefit of being a student, being able to sleep for god-knows-as-much-as-you-want during days you don't have classes.

Now I know that, even sleeping can be a tiring thing. Huh? Like how? I mean, people working, studying, are all dying to go to sleep, to get enough sleep to be not tired. But when you get various dreams when you sleep, it's a tiring thing. I think I dreamt of 4 or 5 different dreams yesterday night. All different scenarios, different people, different stories. Some even made me cry in my sleep and woke up feeling my pillow is wet (no it's not saliva!)

4th Sept was Terence's birthday. Our whole class berpakat-ed to act as if we forgotten his birthday and surprised him with a cake at the end of the day. We made him walk into the class (we combine class with another group) holding his birthday cake where the lecturer is inside. Haha. He was so malu he hide the cake behind his back. Kekeke! Anyway, happy birthday again boy! We shared and bought him a very special present and gave it to him yesterday in class. A baby rabbit! Only one month old. So cute and adorable.

Everyone is so in love with it. And guess what it's named? Lut lut! Haha, why such a sakai name? Because it's named after its father. We call Terence Ah Lut one. Hehe.

Just when we're all happy for Terence having a new cute pet. Terence msged me on msn this afternoon saying Lut Lut died. *sobz* Don't know what's the reason. Yesterday night it was still ok. When Terence woke up today it was lifeless already. Sobz sobz! R.I.P. lut lut. We'll all miss you dearly. I even thought of getting one myself. But, with this tragedy, I don't think I want one anymore. I'm scared the same will happen to me.

Called Bakerzin today. The person ask us to find him on Monday to discuss about the training. Namo namo namo. Hopefully we will get it. I'm already desperate enough to train anywhere, provided it's 'management' training. I just don't want operations.

Thirdly, dad came back today, and I noticed the front right side of his car bumper dented, the glass smashed, he banged into his colleague's Volvo which suddenly emergency braked.

See... bad things come in threes. Sigh. Not a good day.

No, wait, there's another thing. Went out for dinner just now, bringing my mp3 happily wanted to record Evan & Daniel's drama at 10pm just now. When the drama started, f***, no battery! Damn! And it was the final episode. Double damn. Pffffft!

Oh, at the restaurant, I saw this ad:


Haha. I actually saw it long time ago. Didn't have a camera to take it down. I nearly fell off my chair laughing at this ad. He looks so... cute in it.

Sometimes, somethings are better left unknown. The truth hurts. I somehow trust my instinct this time though. I think she's got someone already. And I think I know who's that someone. Well, I'm happy for her. Hopefully this relationship is a permanent one for her :)

Yippee! 39 more hours till I see Danny again :) Counting down.

Wan Tan Mee. XD

Ho ho ho. I'm fasting from now onwards till 7pm later. Nicholle, be prepared. We'll sapu all your food. Wakakakak!

Aren't We All The Same

Sorry for the lack of updates. Didn't really have mood to update anything.
No time too anyway. 4 assignments piling up, deadlines are so near.
First of all, happy belated 50th birthday to my beloved country. I'm honestly very proud to be part of Malaysia. I love the food, the states, the people. Well, okay, not all, but still, at least half of it :p

Where did I countdown? Hmm, I was out with friends. At a cafe. Just chill out there and makan. It was happening, and fun :) I enjoyed seeing the people there actually.

Anyway, also happy belated birthday to Isabelle and Tracy. Merdeka babies.

Went to Penang and Genting from 31st to 2nd. Nice trips. Not really cold in Genting though. Maybe because there's a lot of people. Managed to catch a lot of 'night owls' there.

A Cantonese went to Penang, not knowing how to speak Hokkien, he suddenly said: "Wa ka lu kong, wa em si king kong!" =_=" Lmao!

It's funny how often you don't bump into people you know staying in the same hotel as you are.
It's funny how you don't get to meet your friends for ages even though studying in the same college.
It's funny how close friends can become un-close and vice versa.
It's funny how things are in life.
It's funny how some people can be a different person when they're with you, and when they're with the others.

Had an opportunity to go to this place where I see a lot of erm... 'not-so-straight' people. I admit, I used to belittle them, but now, I totally changed my point of view after that day. No matter we're straight, or 'not-so-straight', aren't we all the same? And somehow, I think they seemed to know how to enjoy life even more. They're even much more friendly, much more happier, much more sporting, and they don't care at all. Rather than having a girlfriend who complains a lot or don't care about them, they as well find someone who's more of a friend rather than 'girlfriend' who shares the same interest and trust each other :) I'm happy for them. Wishing the best for all of you out there.

I don't know what's wrong with my stomach these few days. Airy, and losing my appetite. It's already like this since last week. Today, I vomited all that I ate. All out. Twice. Well, of course not as bad as someone I know. :p I guess it's indigestion. I just hope it's not something that I think it would be =S

Arghhhhhh, where should I go for my intern? Really no idea. And I'm losing time to choose. I'm desperate enough to go to anywhere that I can go now. Help.

~The worst feeling on earth is liking someone but not being able to tell him/her about it~