~*#Random Thoughts#*~

I have no classes today, but i'm stuck at home doing my industrial training report... There's so much in my mind that i want to post up, so heck the report! It's just some thoughts in my mind that i need to blast it out, it's just all crappish stuff, don't bother reading if you don't want to...

Thought #1: Time Management

3 days ago, i cooked dinner for my parents, my aunt and my grandparents... Wow, i started at 3pm but i only finished cooking at 8pm! I made a roast lamb, mashed potatoes, some vegetables, spaghetti ala carbonara and cheesecake... Gosh, this shows that my time management is damn bad, and what chef bala said was really true! Hehe! Must improve! He has been lecturing us about it for the past 3 weeks, and scaring us about our final exam, but seriously, i'm scared...

Thought #2: My Sayang

Aren't they adorable? No matter how sad, how stress or how angry you are, just look at them and you will just automatically smile... Haha, this is my baby cousin, Angeli... She's adopted from a Sarawakian family... My aunty say she took her name from the movie 'Kuch Kuch Hota Hai' - Anjali... It's such a beautiful name right? Well, i seriously don't understand how those mother or father can dump their babies away, and some even murder them... I mean, well, i know, maybe they have financial problems to earn a living for them, but, those babies are innocent! They are also a human being! Give them away for adoption also not that bad la, why must go leave them at the rubbish bin and die of starvation... so pityful! And it's so sad to hear that some babies are born with a disease or a hole in the heart, sigh... Let's pray for them, shall we? Anyway, she's really my sayang, i love her a lot, and she's really really cute and smart. Every week, i have to go and see her, if not, i will feel very uncomfortable... Ahh, my sayang, i love you!

Thought #3: In The Lift

Just imagine, you're waiting for the lift in the building you work in or you study in, the lift opened, and a lady/guy walk in first, stand in front of the lift buttons, and do nothing, and when you were walking into the lift, the lift was closing and the lady/guy standing in front of the buttons just stare at you and do nothing... HOW ANNOYING CAN THAT BE? It just annoys me so much that those people are really, really BRAINLESS! They're so scared that the lift will run away if they don't go in, so they rush to be the first person in the lift, and yet, they don't have BRAINS to hold the lift for other people to go in... PURE DUMB and USELESS! And then let's say everyone in the lift is going to the same floor, of course people with brains will press the OPEN button until everybody goes out then only he/she goes right? BUT NO, those PATHETIC people will be the first person out of the lift as if the lift will just break and fall if they don't go out... URGH!!! ANNOYING!!!

Thought #4: Disappointed

Well, seeing that i have a one-week term break in September, me and my friend Jason were talking about planning a trip for a bunch of 'monkeys' in our class to somewhere... At first, everyone was very excited about it, then one by one, all don't feel like going already... Ish... Nevermind la, maybe it's a curse, everytime it's like that... i am not capable of organizing anything... Hehe!

Thought #5: Everybody's Changing

Have you ever wanted your friend to change to be a better person and yes, they did change into a better person, and then you wished that they didn't change at all, because after they changed, they're not their usual self anymore? Haha, life's weird right? Maybe it's because they're not who you WANT them to be... you wanted them to be smart, caring, nice, understanding, but them, when they really do, you felt weird because last time they're not like that... Haha, funny... It's so wonderful to see people with different personalities can be best friends... I mean, friends are really important to every one of us... Imagine yourself not having any TRUE friends... Imagine yourself not invited for lunch with your friends, imagine yourself not invited to a party when everyone else was, imagine nobody want to group with you for a project... it's just so pityful!!! If i'm like that, i think i really will jump dowm from KLCC... I don't think i can ever live without a friend... That's why i always put myself into their shoe and imagine, if i were them, how would i feel... My friends once asked me 'why you macam never hate anybody one ar? You friend everyone and always help everyone..." Haha, well, of course mar, they need help takkan i don't help right? If really they do something wrong to me, then i'll be angry at them la haha!

Ok, enough of crapping already i guess... Mission completed! Argh, feel much better now...