Friends...

Hmm, was wondering about this 'word' for quite some time... Actually, more precisely the words 'true friends'... Is it easy to find a true friend? Honestly, how do you consider a person to be your true friend? Nice to you, give you the best presents, have the same taste as you, or both of you know what's on each other's mind? Is your best friend your true friend? Do you have many many true friends or only one or none at all?

Sigh, to me, it's very complicated... what if you treat that person as your true friend, but he/she doesn't? If you hear him/her talk bad about you behind your back, how would you feel? What if you're close to someone, and one day, in a sudden he/she doesn't talk to you anymore, without any reason! Hurtful huh?

People changes day by day... In Standard Six, we say that we'll have no friends in form one, and will have gathering every year to meet each other... it might happen the first year, but slowly, we are asorbed into our own secondary school life... we lose track of each other; In Form Five, we say the same thing, we say we'll go pasar malam every week, or go out once a month, but soon we're into college life or some are busy working, we don't even have time to meet each other... then, our relationship falls apart... The things we talk about is new to each other, the people we meet, the things we do, the places we go...

People are selfish... we always live in our own lives... we want people to care for us... But at the same time, we must also know how to care for others... But never demand too much, because people ARE selfish, no matter what...

Ok, i don't know what am i crapping... good night!