Wednesday, March 19, 2008

[Lyrics] Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar

I would love to learn how to play this song :)

Teardrops On My Guitar
by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause It's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The Only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Months...

Ever wonder how fast time flies?

Am reading the book "Where Rainbows End" by Cecilia Ahern and I have to say it made me think a lot about what's life, what's important in life and how things can make a difference in life.
It only seemed like yesterday that I was a specky, "square head" girl in primary school not even have to think of what the future holds. Now, I'm "not a girl, not yet a woman" who is on the way earning my own money to survive in this materialistic world.

Haha, don't know what made me so crappy today. But I've been thinking a lot about the past recently. No it's not that I don't appreciate the present and future, but sometimes it's good to just relax and remember what you've done in the past. Seriously, a good old diary really helps :)

I miss the times daddy & mommy hold me tight and sing lullaby to me.
I miss the times I can celebrate my birthdays in kindergarten with cartoon cakes.
I miss the times playing masak-masak, acting like a real chef. Five stones too, remember? :)
I miss the times the bunch of us sitting at table 76A at the canteen, eating curry mee at only 50 cents.
I miss the times of i-don't-want-to-friend-you and spreading news to each class about XXX liking YYY.
I miss the times of writing letters to friends even though we sit next to each other, sitting in a group gossiping when no teacher comes in, acting like BSB or Westlife singing "I want it that way" or "Flying Without Wings".
I miss the times I have backwood, camps, campfires during scouting.
I miss how we feared for SPM like death and thinking back now, it's a piece of cake and feels it's so not important in life.
I miss kitchen classes in college even though we cut 3 fingers in 1 day, have to turn whole pot of potatoes into equal sizes and risk being thrown pots and pans by the lecturer (nah, just joking! But the finger story is true!)
I miss how day by day friendships and teamworks bloom, be it with friends or lecturers, and the satisfaction we have after we succeeded in a function or exams :)
I miss the times we fixed the same colour of clothing to wear for classes.
I miss the times we go for events, even though seeing the same singer for 3 days in a row, singing the same songs and still screaming for him like mad.

Looking at it, things won't be that memorable if it wasn't for the people that you share all these moments with. I thank God for giving such wonderful friends and family in my life. And thank God for the invention of cameras and pictures. At least I have a clear picture of all the wonderful times I had.

If you hadn't realized, it's the 17th today! Gosh, time seriously flies. It's already going to be April! Sorry, I always have something for the number '17'.
2 more months it's HER birthday.
4 more months it's HIS birthday.
6 more months it's MY birthday! Mwahahahhahhaha!

PS: The above statement has no intention to hurt anyone else's feelings whom I did not mention. It just so happened that your birthday is not on the 17th! Blek!

~ Cheers.
(Sobz, it's been 1 month and 16 days since I last talk to him.)

Friday, March 14, 2008

Facing Failures

Sigh, I guess I'm a type of person who can't stand facing failures.
I will turn so moody and black face when I failed to get a good outcome.
I was making cupcakes just now and the result was a disaster.
Last time making the korova cookies were shyt too.
Was it me or was it the recipes. Damn.
The thing is, the batter was perfect but it ended up in the oven for 50 minutes instead of 15 minutes required only.

Argh! Shall attempt another recipe now. Moody~ moody~ moody~

Wanted: S*h** on the run =_="

Just went for a hair cut today...
intended to do rebonding, but was CONVINCED to perm...
The model pic looked so nice, but on me it looks like a pile of sai...
So you guys better not laugh when you see me.
*banging wall*

*Actually the top part is curly too... the stylist tried to create a 'bob' head for me to see only. Sigh, preparing for the worse. Namo namo namo~

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

My Dream House~

These few days have been going out quite often... Of course, I can't stay at home. If not i'll suffer from depression. Last Saturday I was at home the whole day, watched Lydia Sum's Memorial Service and cried until can fill up 1 cup of tears. At night realize my mum cried too watching it wakaka! At night dunno what happened but suddenly felt so 'lost', talked to a friend about it and started crying and crying before I sleep. Aih. I have no idea what to do next. Lost the determination to work hard. I guess when everyone's a senior manager or director in 5 years time, I'm only a dish washer or something. Wu~ wu~ wu~ I'm like a sand in this industry who knows nothing and dumb and blur and slow. How to find job? No interest in managerial posts but don't want to work such a hectic life in operational depts. (Ma der~ so yim jim how to find job?) Perhaps I shall consider working in Australia hahaha. Anybody got jobs to recommend? In the hospitality line? Sigh! Anybody know any 'dai lap yeh' in this line that I can seduce? I mean, err... be introduced to =p

My uncle from Singapore came over and went out for dinner with him. He and his family are staying at my aunty-in-law's niece's house in Damansara Indah Resort Homes. Wo de ma! It's really like a resort deyh! She and her husband bought the land and design and build the house by themselves. Nature concept using timbers. The house has two BLOCKS - one for the family, one for the guests. Has a SWIMMING POOL, GYM ROOM, ART ROOM, SNOOKER ROOM, LIBRARY ROOM, HUGE FIELD, 5 BED ROOMS which looks like HOTEL ROOMS with personal toilets, plasma tv and mini bar!!! 4.2 mil. I find it cheap though... But they save on the timbers cuz the husband works at a timber company. But they're good quality woods and blardy nice decors.

The entrance to the house. The house is digital password protected, you need to key in the passwords to get in the house and the different blocks.

Surrounded by trees and a lovely fish pond INSIDE the house

As you can see there are two BLOCKS - left is the family block, right is the guests block. In the center separated by greeneries and a swimming pool (hidden in this pic) and behind you can see whole grass field *pengsan*

TV 'hall' for the family

Nice interior using wood



Art & Music Room

Gym Room (Only 2 machines but still...it's a room!)

Library cum study room

Wua~~ I want my house to be like that! I want to 'ga gor yau chin yan'!!!!!