Goodbye My Lover :(

It's been 4 years we've been together...
I remember I doubted you when I saw you for the first time...
But, you gave me faith.
For the 4 years we've been together, we loved each other, keep in touch almost everyday, no matter day or night.
You were loyal to me, and I love you so much.
I always tell my friends about you. How nice you are to me.
Why? After 4 years you say you want to leave me.
It's been 3 weeks now since I last saw you...
And now, you just dump me... saying we're not meant for each other...
Why???
But, it's ok, I have someone else to accompany me for the moment.
I've lost you forever, but the memories will always be with me.
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Because I'm using it as an external hard disk.

I'll always remember you. Now and forever.
Goodbye my lover... my laptop... my BenQ :( Sobz!

[Lyrics] Peter Pan Yu Wen - Bu Meng Ren

A song that I liked instantly when I heard it. Awesome song. Translated as "Dream Catcher". And I love the MV too! And the guy who sings it! Oops! :p

捕夢人 Bu Meng Ren (Dream Catcher)
by 潘裕文 Peter Pan Yu Wen

轻轻唱 边夢边唱
Qing qing chang, bian meng bian chang
闭上眼 一路遙遙晃晃
Bi shang yan, yi lu yao yao huang huang
沒有人 知道答案
Mei you ren, zhi dao da an
路很长 循著光到前方
Lu hen chang, xun zhe guang dao qian fang

*勇氣的重量 穿过树影落在我手掌
Yong qi de zhong liang, chuan guo shu ying luo zai wo shou zhang
紧紧握著 不能放
Jin jin wo zhe, bu neng fang

Chorus:
半边月亮掛著重重的夢想
Ban bian yue liang gua zhe zhong zhong de meng xiang
捕夢的人 指著天空想越爬越高
Bu meng de ren, zhi zhe tian kong xiang yue pa yue gao
累了躺在堆满星星的城堡
Lei le tang zai dui man xing xing de cheng bao
过了就好(醒來继续微笑)
Guo le jiu hao (xing lai ji xu wei xiao)

逆著风 跌跌撞撞
Ni zhe feng, die die zhuang zhuang
淚和汗 痕跡印在肩膀
Lei he han, hen ji yin zai jian bang
靜靜的 辨认星光
Jing jing de bian ren xing guang
灰的雲 卻擋住了光亮
Hui de yun, que dang zhu le guang liang

Repeat * and Chorus

啦啦啦啦啦啦
La la la la la la
捕夢人织的網 悬在天上
Bu meng ren zhi de wang xuan zai lan tian shang
啦啦啦啦啦啦
La la la la la la
捕夢人的願望好远 卻又好灿烂
Bu meng ren de yuan wang hao yuan que you hao chan lan

Repeat Chorus

Not A Good Year To Start With :(

Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Wishing everyone abundance of joy, happiness, prosperity, luck, and money in the year of Ratatouille! Hehe!
Year year got fish, dragon horse steam god, and day day happy!

I looked forward to a fun celebration this year for CNY. I expected it to be exciting, fun and joyful. But it's hot, boring and unhealthy! Wua~!

Spent my CNY eve and the first two days at my grandma's place most of the time. My cousin and uncle from Aussie are here for the festival this year. Didn't gamble, didn't go shopping, didn't go for movies. So what the heck did I do at home? Watch TV. Thanks to YR for the whole list of tv programs, there are like so many nice shows this cny! It's like all the channels are competing to show the best of the best! I wish I have 6 tvs in my house to watch all. The worst was, there are like 3 nice shows on different channels at the same time. =_=" In addition, there's still the radio with nice songs and artistes calling in all the time!

Worst was, my new year didn't start off well. Not sure if it's the mixture of food I ate on cny eve, I vomitted everything out after I got home. Vomitted again the next morning. And suffered indigestion for the whole day and today. This morning was better but after dinner at night (I just ate a small plate of beef noodles!) I vomitted again. Kns... All this is Danny's sickness, why pass to me geh... (oopsie ;p touch wood touch wood) Really make my cny no mood. No mood to do my dissertation tim. Really want to give up liao. 2 more days it's the deadline already.

[Lyrics] Soler - Kui

Soler sang this song when they came for the Sg Wang Countdown last year. Nice nice nice!

Kui 佢
by: Soler

追忆的里面 佢永远那样高
烟花虽灿烂 总消失得太早
高呼真挚善 叫你我放下刀
差一点兑现 只想他可见到

遗憾那年那月那日佢未告别了就走
然后佢为我们创造
这道放生的窗口

爱吧！不怕！即使输了天下
如果可放下！
恨吧！不怕！
怎可给你选择
随光辉长明千秋不会倒下

慌恐的岁月 也试过会摇摆
多一点决绝 是否可体恤谅解
走多少里哩路 从峻岭到横街
腰骨都挺直 尽管火烧风雨打

其实佢是领袖佢用韵律带着我们走
无论爱或愤怒若是有
就放声讲出口

爱吧！不怕！即使输了天下
如果可放下！
恨吧！不怕！怎可给你选择
随光辉长明千秋不会倒下

爱吧！不怕！即使输了天下
如果可放下！
醉吧！不怕！
深秋走到初夏
如果可躺下！
恨吧！不怕！
怎可给你选择
随光辉长明千秋不会倒下

是时候计划了

很累。。昨晚才睡了5个小时。。。但是现在却不想睡。
比较想用华文来写这篇文章。发泄一下情绪。
昨天完成了在分店的训练，今天开始放假，到初五才开始在OFFICE/CK开工。

今天，全男班推介礼，齐齐献爱心。
辉少(ERIC)病了，而且很严重，生‘红尘’，但是他还坚持要到场！感动。
顺利地完成了这场活动，虽然不是说很精彩，但是总算做到好看！付出的钱和力都是值得的。
幕后花了很多时间来策划这个组合，在此对世纪音乐的每一位成员致敬！*感动*
玩得开开心心，都不想回家做功课。

也许我太强求了。。。以为自己的说服力不错。
可是大错特错。。。所谓红中一点绿，不适合是注定的。。。
也许他们全部都不喜欢我。觉得我好烦吧！
我现在知道，新加入一个稳固的团体是很难的。
或许他们会觉得我自以为是，自作聪明吧。

写着写着，眼泪不停地流。。。但是父母在我后面，要忍着。
认识了她近半年， 从同一个出发点认识到现在好朋友。
听着她一直以来生活的好与坏，坏多于好，真的是很心疼，很难过。
可是我又不知道可以怎样帮她。
只能陪他一起去’发泄‘咯。
为什么他人可以这样对她。世界上的给予孩子的爱心与关怀去了哪里？
明白单亲家庭出来是不好过，你放心，我家的门为你而开。

我又来了。。现在全部情绪参在一起，很烦恼啊！
做的东西，不比他们做的好。
给得东西，又不比他们好。
付出，能得到回报吗？需要吗？人家看到你的好吗？
你真的是好吗？他们真的会觉得你好吗？
你做的了多少？给的了多少？知道的又是多少？
反而之后会想更多，希望得更多，却得到失望。
人家’识你是老鼠‘吗？
你又不是他的谁，管你去死。
也许我在乎太多，想得太多了。

开始去想很多东西。。。尤其是自己的未来。。。
身为长女，不能再玩到癫了。
接下来10年，20年，都需要我去工作，赚钱。
爸妈就快退休了，弟弟还小，谁来供他读书如果不是我呢？
妈要我再读，去享受一下，不要那么快工作。
但是，我真的很怕有什么事会发生呢。。
我到底做得到吗？赚到吗？唉。。。

~ I hope I can just fade away.