Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Black Day

From wikipedia:

Black Day (April 14) is a South Korean informal tradition for single people (a.k.a. Unit Solo/Solo Regiment, lee: 솔로부대) to get together and eat Jajangmyeon (noodles with black bean sauce), sometimes a white sauce is mixed for those who did not celebrate White Day.

The idea is that those who did not give or receive gifts on Valentine's Day (February 14) or White Day (March 14) can get together and eat Jajangmyeon (짜장면), white Korean noodles with black bean sauce (hence the name), to commiserate their singledom.

Sadly I didn't eat any jajangmyeon today. Should have taken some squid ink pasta back from workplace heehee! Anyway, it's celebration! Yeah, celebration for the singles. Proud to be. Will always be. Hahaha.

Two weeks ago found a couple of small pouches of the same design of my two bags! Temptation is a sin I know. My weakness is to collect. Therefore... mwahahaha. Oh, I so miss Bangkok and Hatyai now. Damn the state of emergency.

Been craving for Delicious for many many weeks. Too bad don't have the chance to eat. Nobody wants to go with me too. Boo hoo.

Today my superior asked me what is my strength? What am I good at? I answered him 'I can type very fast.' He showed me the =_=" look. Frankly speaking, I have no idea what I'm good at in terms of my job. And it triggers me to think that if I'm in the right job. (God, I'm talking about WORK already!) Yeah yeah, this question goes on and on in my blog. I admit I have no confidence in myself at ALL. Yes, zero, kosong, ling. I don't know how I fair, whether I meet others' expectations or what they want from me. I don't know if I've done something wrong. I wouldn't want to be one who slows others down. Sigh! Maybe it'll be good if I can just marry a rich man and shake leg for the rest of my life. How I wish... I really, really wish.

*I will always be your gangsta. Forever. For life. 1 month & 23 days :'(

1 comment:

Lee said...

don worry my dear, some of us need some time to identify our strengths. typing fast is also a strength wat, well for secretaries la =P

don worry k, jus let ur confidence slowly build up. once u've gotten the hang of something & gotten very used to doing it, u'll be confident too =)

take care k babe. see ya after me finals!! *hugs*

p/s: i don mind going to Delicious with u after my finals XD