Today don't seemed right. Different. It felt weird. It felt ... sad. Troubled, moody, yeemo.

I know what it felt like...

It felt like...

like..

You didn't smile.

How come it hurts not seeing you smile?

My heart is like a complicatedly tangled knot that couldn't be loosen.

Twisted, tight, curled, locked.

Time will heal, but it will take a long long time.

I pretend that I don't see, I don't hear, because it hurts, but i'm used to it. I choose not to know now.

Counting the days, for some days it's gonna be worst, and some days things could be so beautiful.

If you go on a holiday, please bring back some happiness for me as souvenir.

Counting the days to say goodbye.

Hopefully someday I will find my sunshine.

All I want is for you to be happy. As long as I see you smile. Real smile. Love your smile.

When someone's sad, no matter how hard you try, they will still feel sad. You can't force it.