Saturday, May 31, 2008

Trust

WAS deprived of sleep, but now, even though I just had like 5 hours of sleep I don't feel like sleeping yet. Suddenly I felt like 24 hours a day is not enough. I need 48 hours! Have so many things piling up that I haven't do. Although I'm not working. I haven't even go find a part time job! (more like I don't want to ;p)

I remember I used to thought of doing some freelance baking and sell to friends. Well, I haven't actually plan my decision yet but this week I got my so called first 'job sheet'. Haha. Was asked by my ex-manager to bake a cake for his birthday. Recipe given, and hell the recipe was from those professional pastry magazines which was adapted from one 5-star hotel in Singapore if i'm not mistaken. Seriously I had NO confidence in doing it at all, I even wanted to say no. But due to being so last minute I just give it a go.

The base.

Assembling the cake.

Final product - Pineapple Basil Mousse Cake

Erm, I wouldn't say it's a success because the outer layer which supposed to be chocolate mousse didn't look how it supposed to be. Thank god for cocoa powder - a simple and effective decoration. Mwahaha :) Need more practice. Hopefully my manager don't get food poisoning after this. Anyway, Happy Birthday Oties! :)

Something made me realize that, it's really difficult to trust a person anymore. I guess many of you will also agree with me on this right? It makes me hesitate everyone and anyone. It makes me scared to voice out my secrets to anyone. It makes being alone something luxurious. From one party you hear the story goes like ABC. But from another person what you hear is CBA. Some people blame others when they are the one who did it. There are hidden truth, unspeakable truth. You won't even know what is the actual story, because everything sounds so real. Complaining about it will not do much good, you'll end up making it worse. You'll make people hate you. Maturity makes them so immature. WTF. Can't you just have a simple mind for god's sake. Fcuk it. In the end it is you complainers suffer. End up you being unhappy, unsatisfied. Because I'm enjoying myself :)

Recently, a lot of people has been telling me that my idol is awesome. Not just in singing, but also in appreciating his fans. Yeah, I have to agree with you guys. He really does. Yesterday he blogged saying a FRIEND actually asked him to send his new launched songs over. He said 'u as my friend never bother supporting me and my album, whereas a bunch of friends has always been supporting me, even though our distance is not near, but they never let me down, no doubt I appreciate them more.' Quote of the year: "一斑一直支持我的朋友,他们的距离不是很近.但是他们重来没有让我失望过,难怪我会比较注重他们"

He's also a very charitable guy. The other day during the auction he's like the tai kor walking around asking every artistes to share and bid. I think he himself donated at least RM1000 in this Szechuan Relief already.

Anyway, WWT, pokok and hutan, upon your requests :) Say Goodbye, new song by Danny. A lot of people love it. I heart it too. When you're emo, listen to it you will get one litre of tears. Har har.

Say Goodbye

Melody: Danny One
Lyrics: Danny One/Wayne Wang

Yan lei bu ting zai liu
Ying gai jiu shi fang shou de shi hou
Qing ni bu yao wei wo an nao
Gei guan xin yi xie bao liu
Hui yi rang ta yi jiu
Shi jian lue guo
Ming tian de wo men, dou hai hui hao hao de guo


Chorus:
Say Goodbye
Kuai yao fen kai
Wo he ni yi bu hui zai chong lai
Ye bu hui you yi lai

It’s all right
Yi jing ming bai
Bu xu yao shuo de ru ci tan bai
Yong wo de xian zai
Cheng quan ni de wei lai

Repeat

Say goodbye
Jiu kuai yao fen kai
Yi bu hui zai chong lai
No…
Ye bu hui zai you yi lai

It’s all right
Yi jing ming bai
Bu xu yao shuo de ru ci tan bai
Yong wo de xian zai
Cheng quan ni de wei lai

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Pics say 1000 words...

First time :)


7 days of hard messy work... but 7 days of friendship bloom :)

Sesated Sakai

Wo men yi qi dao gao :) I miss globie :(




Photo credit: Audreylee

Lesson 1: NEVER EVER EVER LEAVE YOUR BAG IN THE CAR
Lesson 2: I've learned to ask 'are u ok?' first instead of 'why so stupid put ur bag in the car?'

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Busy busy...

Ok just a quick post on my fucking un-good week.

(i) My car kena pecah glass. It's my first time. I'm so happy.

(ii) I finally learned how to replace IC and driving license.

(iii) Busy busy busy non stop 7 days.

(iv) He mentioned about me to his/my friend :) And I received his message! :) However, disappointingly, dot dot dot...

Will update more next week. Upcoming weeks will be busy busy busy too!

Oh yeah, don't forget, 25th, this Sunday, 5pm, Sungai Wang. I MUST SEE YOU THERE!

Edited...

(v) Bad things never only happen once... my car tyre punctured. CCB.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Doom's Day

I've been wanting to blog about this for so long.

THE WEATHER IS FREAKING HOT THESE DAYS!!! So hot that it worries me. Is doom's day coming? The earth is changing. Icebergs are melting. Disasters are everywhere. Look at sichuan's earthquake? Myanmar's Nargis. Looking at the photos and articles, wait, I don't even want to look at it. It's so depressing. It sours my heart. And please be grateful that we're not in it. But who knows, what if one day (touch wood) Msia will have earthquake? *namo namo namo*

My head feels like a hammer is hitting me every 2 seconds. I am feeling out of breath. I feel like I'm gonna faint anytime. I was so scared I am gonna faint at NZX just now. It's just so hot! Dont know if it's due to lack of sleep? Or is it just the weather? Or is the world really changing?

But from these disasters, even though it's heart breaking, but we also saw hope and love. We saw sacrifices by mothers for their babies/kids. 9 year olds who helped their friends to run for their lives. Kids who sing lullabies to comfort themselves from pain. People from around the world giving aid and praying for them. Victims who survived after being stucked for 100 hours. Miracles do happen. Have you done your part? Have you helped by donating?

Ohh, I know I've said this but I'm gonna say it again. Thank you TENG!!! Look what she did!!! *wub wub wub* It's nice lah!!! You should go into graphic designs! Compared to mine it's like comparing sky and earth. Thanks for doing it even though it's like 3am in the morning and with our eyes in one line (-_-) hehe!

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Thanks Teng! Really appreciate it.

Busy week. Good night!

~ Praying upon a miracle star.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Emo Strikes Goal

I guess the phrase 'if you look at what you do not have in life, you don't have anything' is very the true. I told someone before, 'when you're sad, no matter how happy a memory is, u won't think that it's happy anymore.' I just don't know why, emo strikes today. How long will I live in this world? I sometimes feel that, I don't even belong in this world. And I wonder will there be big earthquakes in Malaysia in the future. God knows. Heaven knows. Hell knows.

Insomnia strikes again. No matter how sleepy I am, i end up wide awake when I lie down. Sigh. I didn't sleep last night. My parents go tidur and wake up also I can hear them. I hear the birds chirping in the morning. I saw the sky turn bright. Then I fell asleep hahaha. Aiyo, I need back my normal routine.

Went to Ikea just now. Shopped alone, eat alone, starbucked alone. Actually it feels good! I somehow enjoy shopping alone than with friends actually. Walked from Curve to Ikea back to Curve then Cineleisure then Ikano then the Curve. Salah betul. Oh, Ikea was playing Daniel's album over and over again. Which... is good but weird! :) I am not a coffee drinker actually, but somehow was craving for coffee today. And drank two cups. Urgh, now I feel like throwing up. I guess I cannot drink coffee/tea anymore. Sigh.

At least there's still people and things that cheer me up. Such as the salah gang - Teng & CY for chatting with me. But end up I cheer them more than they cheer me. And then I saw something!

LOOK!!!!!!! GOT HIS FACE!!!!!!! GOT DANNY's FACE ON THE CAN!!!!! Woo hoo!! It will be launched next month, and it's limited edition, so everyone AT LEAST go grab one can ok? But a bit the SALAH lor the pic. Wahahahahah! Oops, sorry. Sarsi is my faveeee soft drink (besides Coke Light, Pepsi Twist, Kickapoo and Ice Cream Soda) seriously! Nyahaha, ask my parents to buy, and make my brother drink and I keep the can! Perfect! Mwahaha! Healthy and smart.

And no, i'm still very emo now. Bye. Emo for nothing. Emo for everything.

~ Eve Fu Lynn must stop saying SALAH from now on! SALAHSI, SALAHSA, SALAHSU!