Finally...

Finally... exam's over. 4 subjects, of all I think French today was the most difficult. I read over and over again but did not understand a single thing. I didn't have enough time to answer all the questions. Who to blame but myself. Never study. All last minute. Somemore can go out and have FUN. I'm suppose to be enjoying the 2 weeks and a half holidays but I doubt I can stop worrying about my results. (Ivy and Edmund must be so eager to kill me now.) I just can't seem to get the subjects out of my head. Argh. And to worry about next sem (if i pass). Argh, kill me please.

Went to Zen for lunch after exam. Yum yum. Salmon sashimi, soft shell crab, nabeyaki udon, handrolls, sashimi salad. *drooling*. Walked around, bought some doggie food for Bibi =) Went and fetch wwt from wong villa and head back home. My 'ah ma' came and fetch us and we head to CCK. Then, off we head for our dragged plan - Cheras steamboat! Yum yum. QQ tofu, fu chuk, soft boiled eggs, quail eggs, pork balls. *drooling again*.

I have so so so many things to do. Dramas to watch, places to go, food to eat, stars to chase :p, books to read, things to buy, room to clean...
My plans:-
- Saisaki Jap Buffet (this week)
- Sg Wang 30th Anniversary concert (this Sat)
- Shopping at Leisure Mall, yum cha @ starbucks and watch movie with Teng (next week)
- Shopping and karaoke with Ivy and KY (next week)
- Sunway Lagoon
- Melaka trip on the 9th

I really wanna just enjoy my holidays. Hopefully I can. Who wants to date me? I'm just a call away. nyek nyek nyek. Breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper, exercise, yum cha, chit chat, makan angin are all welcomed. Wanna JJCM? Call me! =) (However, clubbing are strictly forbidden) Thank you for the corperation. =D

~ Am I a demanding person?

Good night.

Sometimes...

Sometimes I wonder...
whether the things I do is right or wrong...
what people think of me...
whether I really belong here...
maybe it's time for me to leave...

No matter what...
I am nothing...
Nothing at all compared to you...
I can never be better than you...
I can never ever be like you...
Why am I comparing?
I don't know...
Fears, intimidations are overtaking my mind and soul...

Exam's coming.
Stress. Failure. Incapable.

~You think too much~

Work-less

Wanted to blog, but don't know what to blog about...
Wanted to study, but don't have the mood to study...
Don't feel like sleeping yet...
Suppose to write reviews but lazy to do...
Exam is just 4 days time but I did nothing to revise!
So many things are in my head now. Really moodless to do anything at all.

I found out that, all people, no matter you or me, he or she, all are shoe polishers.
It's just the matter of light or heavy. Shining bling bling or just ordinary shine. People will say that they don't care at all, but they actually care a lot. People will say that they don't want to know, but actually they want to know more. People will say they don't want to, but they desperately want it. I'm saying generally ya, please don't feel offended. I'm even saying myself ok. Fickle minded, shoe polishing, backstabbing... Who doesn't? :)

Have you ever own something, you love it so much, until when you're suppose to let go for good, you aren't able to? But you HAVE TO let go, because you have no choice, you can't change the fact, and it's for everybody's own good.
- Appreciate them before they're gone for good -

1 more day... 1 more day and i'll be able to see Dannyyyyyyyyyyy and Daniellllllllllllllllllll!!!!!! :D Woo hoo!!!!

Yesterday Daniel's latest song "Yuan Liang Wo" (Forgive Me) already broadcasted on 988. Gosh, it's damn nice. Very touching. Hou yao feeeel ah! Haha! Looking forward to 11th June. Daniel's album will be out that day!!! Woo hoo!!!!!

Things are not impossible :)

19th May
Slept only for like 4 hours, woke up to go redeem tics for 2nd June with Saeng Sun & AA battery. Had yummy wan tan mee then go home and get ready. 11.25am AA battery came and fetch me and kelisa 2 and we head to 1U for our lunchie. Met up with the others and went for lunch at Wong Kok. Shutterbug was extremely good mood that day, I seriously don't know why. Spent too much money I guess? :p Heaven knows.

Wong Kok sucks! Service and food both erm... speechless. Nvr go there again for me. Then, we headed to the sony exhibition area and waited. ATQ'07 10 contestants were performing. Then we just hang around until 3pm. The cameras and videocams were all so chun-ted! *Temptation is a sin!* 3.30pm only LYZ arrive. The crowd was not as I expected. Quite 'dead' actually. And the whole planning sucks big time! Not planned properly at all. Grrrr. Anyway, signed my album with my chinese name on it. When he saw my small piece of paper, he said 'Yi Ling, oh, Chai Yi Ling!' =_=" He's cute la :p Then shake hands with him and told him 'zhu ni zhuan ji da mai!'. Funnily, he always seem to say 'gan xie' instead of 'xie xie'. Hmm. Hang around there until 6pm then head to Vietnam Kitchen for dinner to celebrate CY and SS's birthdays.

8.30pm - Connaught Halo Cafe here we come! It was very last minute, and a coincidence. I wouldn't have went there if it wasn't for AA battery :wub: A fans gathering with LYZ. No singing, just Q&A questions by fans, and a short game. :) Kyflein, you rock!

*Look at how he sit... Very the relax right? :D


20th May
Somehow I felt my weekend was excellent. Yesterday with friends, today with family. Went for lunch/hi-tea with my parents. Yum yum :) Service's efficient, food is good. But price a bit err... expensive lah. Hehe.

Been craving for prawns these few days. I ate 10 of these. Yum yum!

Best part - Chocolate fondue!! Yum Yum!

Haha! Cute eh??? RM150 per kg! Minimum 3kg! First person I thought of is Amanda, don't ask me why... =p

Then, head back home and went to the salon. Only God knows what I did to my hair :p At night went mamak with parents, grandparents, aunt and my baby angel. Nothing special, but just relax with my family is the best thing to do :)

I feel so relax this few days. So peaceful. I enjoy everything that I did. Only the sky know, the ground know, you know I know the reason why :)

Things are not that bad as I thought actually :) I'm glad to be treated this way :) At least I seem to be someone you can trust :) I know I shouldn't hope for more to come, I know no more will come, but I'm just hoping for the very best for you :) Good luck! <3 Erm, hereby, I know lots of local artists are coming out with their albums in June or the coming months. And some that already released. Daniel, Kwok Fai, Yu Zhong, Wei Quan, Lan Yin, Quincy, Winson & Jerry etc - ALL THE BEST! Also to some other artists - S.H.E., Liu Jia Liang, Tank. All the best to you guys too!!!

- Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage -

Lyrics - Zhuan Shu Tian Shi

專屬天使 - TANK
Zhuan Shu Tian Shi - TANK

我不會怪你　對我的偽裝
Wo bu hui guai ni dui wo de wei zhuang
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
Tian shi zai ren jian shi gai cang hao chi bang
人們愚蠢魯莽　而妳纖細善良　
Ren men yu chun lu mang er ni xian xi shan liang
怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷
Zen neng rang ni wei le wo bei peng shang

小小的手掌　厚厚的溫暖　
Xiao xiao de shou zhang hou hou de wen nuan
妳總能平復我不安的夜晚
Ni zong neng ping fu wo bu an de ye wan
不敢想的夢想　透過妳的眼光　
Bu gan xiang de meng xiang tou guo ni de yan guang
我才看見它原來在前方
Wo cai kan jian ta yuan lai zai qian fang

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
Mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
妳是我的專屬天使
Ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
唯我能獨佔
Wei wo neng du zhan
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上　
Mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
擁有一個專屬天使　
Yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
我哪裡還需要別的願望
Wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang

小小的手掌　大大的力量　
Xiao xiao de shou zhang da da de li liang
我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔
Wo yi ding ye kuai xiang ni yi yang fei xiang
妳想去的地方　就是我的方向　
Ni xiang qu de di fang jiu shi wo de fang xiang
有我保護笑容儘管燦爛
You wo bao hu xiao rong jin guan can lan

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
Mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
妳是我的專屬天使
Ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
唯我能獨佔
Wei wo neng du zhan
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
Mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
擁有一個專屬天使　
Yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
我哪裡還需要別的願望
Wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang

要不是妳出現　我一定還在沉睡　
Yao bu shi ni chu xian wo yi ding hai zai chen shui
絕望的以為　生命只有黑夜
Jue wang de yi wei sheng ming zhi you hei ye

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
Mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
妳是我的專屬天使　
Ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
唯我能獨佔
Wei wo neng du zhan
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
Mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
擁有一個專屬天使
Yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
我哪裡還需要別的願望
Wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang

Credit: Soursand