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I am lost in words, in finding things to write about. Nothing much has been going on, except for working and spending some very preciously rare time with my family and friends. Laziness has caught up with me, I have been cooking and baking very very very rarely nowadays. It's hard to shake off old habits. Now even weight loves me so much that I can't shave him off, and fats stick to me like glue, he adores me so much. Why do all the bad things are so crazily in love with me (or should I say the other way round) and the good ones are 184,629,831,057 miles away from me?!?

When we're still a kid, we demand for new toys, parents' attention, grand birthday parties with huge cakes bigger than the size of your own; when we're in primary we talk about 'i-don't-friend-who' and gossip about who likes who; in secondary it's all about PMR, SPM, having bf's gf's; in college we detest assignments, trying hard not to fall asleep in classes and anticipate breaks and lunch and counting the time to go home. Now, with everyone working in different industries, all we talk about during meet ups is gossiping about who's getting married, selling insurance packages, make ups etc. I hate it when friends ask to go out for a drink and end up proposing an insurance package to you. But well, I guess it's something that you need to bear with and it's just part of their job.

Triple 09 just passed. Supposingly it's a very meaningful date, but nothing so meaningful to me. It would be special for couples who get engaged or married on this date, the number '9' being a symbolic numeric for 'longevity' or 'everlasting'. For me? har har har.

Working in a place like this, I see people who can really afford to spend. Giorgio Armani, Lewre, LV, Gucci, Prada, name it you've got it. If only I can indulge in shopping, spending with elegance like them. Yeah, I need to find a rich man in the first place. Or perhaps to prepare the bait, I need to spend some money for plastic surgery first? Oh gosh.

Birthday is coming soon. Har har har. I don't exactly mention about my birthday all these while, don't I? I've stopped asking for celebrations since like... primary school? I've not asked for people to celebrate with me, nor organising a party to welcome this 'festival'. We have it every year, nothing special to hoo hah about. I guess, when people gets older, they care lesser about special occasions. I respect those who celebrate anniversaries every single year. Good for them, keep up the good job.

Colours

The view of darkening sky, with the sun just beyond sinking out of our sight, the sky still blue, with streaks of apricot, pink and purple. Such a comforting sight after a long day's work.

Just some normal pics of the sky from my house balcony. No editing. I'm still saving to buy a good lens for landscape shots.








So much to save for...

- Wide angle lens
- Zoom lens
- Knife
- Nike
- T90
- my dream

Currently...

Currently...

Eve is watching: The Four 《少年四大名捕》



Eve is saving money to buy: Nike Zoom Sister One (I will get you, someday... someday) & a Perlini Silver necklace.



Eve is wanting to go Sabah - to climb Mount Kinabalu.



Eve is also wanting to go holiday - Cameron, Malacca, Penang, France, Ireland, UK, Macau, Hong Kong, Taiwan, Thailand.


Eve wishes that money do fall from the sky.

Book of Leng Chai's

I remember once for my birthday LONG LONG time ago, my friend made me a scrap book compiled of all the good looking guys I love (well, of course not crushes or admired guys, but idols and artistes) Opening the book again makes me faint. They're just too 'my love' lol!

Do you see any similarities in them?

My FIRST LOVE - Jimmy Lin Zhi Ying. Used to watch his MVs everyday when I was small last time.


Nicky Byrne (Westlife). Too bad he's engaged to another. Boo hoo.


Prince William - I USED to think he's good looking. When he was like 18 years old.


Josh Hartnett - Love him since Pearl Harbour. His name in the show - Danny. Kate Beckinsale's name in the show - Evelyn. Mwahahahaha!


Kevin Richardson - Love his voice!



Danell @ Daniel Lee (Malaysian Idol II). The one I respect a lot, craze a lot, and the first whom I star-chase a lot :D


Tor+ Saksit - the talented one. He amazes me. Shy and humble. Cute!


But of course, none beats this guy for now. Danny One - king of hip hop *wub*.

They will be in my book of leng chai's always. More to come, more to come. Mwahahaha!

ABC post

This is gonna be a everything-mixed-up post... so I call it the ABC post...

Been making a couple of stuffs these two days... Phood frenzy I guess... hopefully it will last... haha! There's just so much more to learn, never ending... Sorry if I make your stomach grumble :p

Chocolate Cupcakes
but the frosting is another recipe though :)

Roasted Chicken Leg - to be shredded for mum's sandwich but since it's so nice I mm seh tak shred it liao... :( But taste wise I belum tau lagi hehe!
(no it's not burnt you dumbo, those are thyme)

Simple coleslaw

I never fancied using bread maker to make breads, but thought of giving it a try. Using Kenwood Rapid Bake Bread Maker. Hmm, still prefer the texture of hand-knead bread.

Chewy Granola Bars

Packed them in individual package for easier consumption :)

PWH Award 2008 is this Saturday!! I'm so nervous!! Well, wth, I'm not nominated also. Chiu. I'm nervous for Danny *wub wub* :)! For CF! *namo namo* praying super duper hard. I seriously hope they get at least one award... but, it's a competitive world out there, fair or not *heaven knows* Looking forward to Saturday!! Hopefully I get to see them they get to see me ho ho ho! Fine, I know i'm dreaming too much. Well, good luck everyone for 娱协奖! There's live telecast on Astro Jia Yu Channel 304, so for those of you who can't make it to the hill, make sure you stay in front of the tv and watch it!

988's CNY album is out in stores today! Previously they were having pre-order and sold 12000 copies already! *bravo!!* Heard the 主打歌 and it's seriously nice. Gonna get one for myself and one for my grandma. For CNY yahoo!!! But hor, xmas belum datang already CNY mood. Wth... Anybody wants to buy? I buy one shot then pass to you la :)

Doesn't the cover reminds you of a HK drama? :p (Danny, I like your scarf though :D)

Bankrupt lo bankrupt lo. Danny's OST for the local movie 林明别恋 also out. Out = have to buy. What to do... support ma ^^ Buy original! (Can I use fake money?)

Random Pic Post

1. I live in UK time zone - it's 6am now.
2. I feel inferior.
3. Craving is a sin.

I guess I am a person who can't stand cravings. Been craving for nasi goreng kampung for a couple of days now, so today went out and search for it. Ah ha! Nasi goreng kampung tambah telur mata. Ooh la la~


Anyway, this post is just a random pic post...

See-bye people parking see-bye-ly

Going to the hospital gives me the creeps!

My first time seeing this machine last week >.<" I am blardy serious!
I envy sunset2712
(Pic taken from her blog)

Isn't he handsome looking? Mum says its sales are pretty good. I want one too. Too bad my pair is still new. Pfffft!!

I was fascinated by this...

And this...

I heart sceneries!




I like this pic... don't ask me why...



Personal FAVORITE! ;D

Good night!!!

Not Close Anymore

Been wanting to blog, but don't know what to blog about.

Went up genting last Sunday for Ai FM's 3rd anniversary. Didn't put much expectation in the show, cuz erm, u know i know lah. But I made a few discoveries from this concert.

- Crossfire, a local band consist of 5 person. I thought they were a new band because they just released an album in March, rupa-rupanya they already exist since 2004. Jeff is cute! Haha. Guess which one is Jeff.

- Danny *wub* can groove really well!!! Haha, he was so freako hyper, can't even take a still pic of him.

Looking at his pic makes me miss him even more.

Photo Credit: Audreylee & Shutterbug

I've been thinking lately, why am I so crazy over an artiste? It seems to have became an obsession. What makes me so into him? I don't know, but all I know is he's the bestest person I've known. Wait, I don't KNOW him. Should I say he's the bestest idol I have? :) Ever an idol tell you that he read your blog? He did :) But it was long time ago. Not anymore. Ever an idol gave you 'souvenirs'? He did :) You might think that i'm boasting, think whatever you want to, I still have to say he's my fave *wub* But no i'm NOT in love with him.

Was chatting with a couple of my friends just now, and it seems like I totally know NOTHING already. I seemed to be the most outdated person, lost contact with everyone. "You're not close to me anymore" she said. Yeah, I guess I am. A stranger, an alien, an outsider, an outcast. Maybe I did really changed.

Quote Teng: I miss everyone.

~ It's been so long since I last saw you. I wonder how you've been.

Fated

I am back! Anyone missed me? Haha.

Singapore was good. Went to a lot of places. It's been more than 10 years I never go to Singapore already so everything seems so new to me. Fiona and my uncle were very nice to us, bringing us everywhere. Thanks Fi :) This trip I ate a lot, now my stomach is so bloated it feels like 5 months pregnant. However things are not cheap there. The currency times 2.33 was always on my head when I buy things. Will post up pics of the trip soon.

After I came back from Spore I went Penang the next day. Wah, down south up north in a week hehe! Yeah went to see Daniel at the Penang Shanghai World Star Quest but honestly my MAIN POINT of going is not for Daniel. I went to meet up with CY, Ostro, Layleng they all. Because it's been ages since I met them. Even though it was a tough decision to make cuz Danny has a very meaningful event in KL, but I guess to meet up with old pals is more important. Plus I felt like going travelling. I did sort of regret that night after knowing what happened at the event, but I enjoyed the Penang trip a lot. We went Butterworth, see beautiful temple and ate cheap and yummy food, went Tambun for super fresh seafood, and went Sg Klah Hot Spring! Memorable :) I'm determined to plan a trip around the whole of Malaysia :)

*wub*wub* The best person I ever know *wub*wub*

Nice shirt Danny! Mwahaha! Sigh, he's getting thinner and thinner. Kesian. Very busy with his album and projects. Have you guys heard his new song? If not, you can hear HALF of it here :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sVHauvzBOY

Well, I haven't actually heard it yet. Sad case huh? But just now was listening to the ivote music chart show hosted by Pei Jie on wanita.net (use IE to log into wanita.net and the player will automatically play it). At the end of the chart he played the song, so basically I've heard it. But not on radio. My comment after the 1st time hearing it? Erm, I didn't really like the verses, I can't hear what he's rapping and I feel that the sentences are too over-emphasize. Sounds too angry. I know it's supposed to be angry. Because it's talking about people not caring about the earth and stuff. But I really liked the chorus :) People can sing along to it. The tune easily stuck in your head. And the ending :) Very nice.

Will blog about my trips tomorrow. Haven't upload the photos yet.

~ To give and take is a tough thing to do.
~ Eve hopes to get a PSP, N81/N82 and a DSLR :(

Positively Emo

Did you all notice that it's 17th today? 17th 17th 17th... My fave number again. Hope today is a good day.

Went 1U with kopi-kopi for lunch at Bakerzin. Then KY left to go her tea, so left me and Ivy. Was craving for my baked apple tart. Yummy yummy. Then we walked around for awhile then left to go to Vintry. The wine shop that Edmund works. People now so happening in the shop, all the customers know him, he's the sommelier there, the person in charge wahaha. We only thought of eating cuz Ivy said their banana peach crumble is darn good. But he offered a bottle of white zinfandel and it was cheap so we took it. Imagine 2 girls finishing one bottle of rose wine! It was a good wine. Nice and smooth. At the end of the meal, both of us high high dei already. Laughing like sakais. But it was really fun. Really comfortable. Hope we can have a gathering with all the ex classmates there one day. Ivy said if we're at home we'll probably just get ourselves drunk already.

I can't decide. I can't make up my mind where to go. Wait, I can't make up my mind in a lot of things. I wish I can split myself into half and be at two places at one time. Some of you might be thinking why a nobody is so fussy in choosing her blardy job. Yes I can be really fussy at times. I'm blunt, I'm lost and I'm annoying, that's ME.

Positively emo, how can someone be positively emo. After chatting with SQ that day, I realized that I'm not alone in this world. Perhaps 3 quarter of the world feels the same as me. And I know I have hundreds of friends caring for me, and for me to care about. I'm really grateful to have people like you guys reading my blog, it means I have friends that cares about what is going on with me. I'm really grateful to have friends to dine with, to party with, to yum cha with, it means I'm not an antisocial person (I hope). I'm grateful to have friends who forward sms to me, email me, call me, ask me out, it means they're thinking of me. Mwahaha! Thank you all, so so much, I really don't know what can I do to repay you guys.

I may be a good person for you,
I may be bad,
I may be irritating you,
or I'm always sad,
I may be the best person on earth,
or the worst,
I may be friendly,
perhaps a little evil,
I may be smart,
but I'm dumb.

Whatever a person I am to you (perhaps you can tell me),
I just wanna thank you (ALL) and say sorry.
I am not a superwoman who can help everyone.
I am not a clown who befriends everyone.
I am not an iron chef who knows how to cook everything.
I am not a person who can do whatever you want.
I am a person who has weaknesses.
I am a person who has feelings.
I am a person who annoys ppl without knowing,
who some people hates at times.
I just wanna say that,
I am me, myself and I.
I am not someone who you think I'm supposed to be.
Treat me as who I am,
not who you wish I should be.

Art

Went for Summit's 10th Anniversary celebration yesterday. Damn sui loh. Afternoon rain then stop which the weather was perfect for the night already. When the event start it rained again! I went for the sound check in the afternoon (alone), feel like a jacoon standing there only. But it was worth it muahaha! Anyway, back to the event, well, I guess in ALL events, it's not the show that matters, it's the people you go with. I'm glad to have friends that is crazy enough lol. That night got Danny, Andrew, Karen Kong, Quincy, Bang Bang Tian Shi (kids group), some chinese yoyo performace, and dance performance by dunno what academy. Then there's lots of games and funny jokes by Jack Lum Dak Weng and Ngan Mei Yan. Please... never ever say Malaysians are shy. They're so NOT. The funny acts they do on stage, omg, can laugh until you roll on the floor.

Look at Danny's pic inside this announcement board LOL!

I was making more boards the previous night cuz the old ones rosak last time at the 'Cow Car Water' event which we were soaking wet. That night rain again. Wah lao eh. Sui loh. I wonder who brought the rain. Andrew or Danny? Lol. Cuz both events they were there.

Back to my boards, I enlarged the fonts on Words and printed it out. Supposingly fully black, big words. But, my printer love art so much it decided to be creative.

I thought only shirts have stripe design, not words!
(Disclaimer: It was meant to be totally black font)

Speaking of ART, I always envy how others can draw so well and so impressive. I was chatting with Teng few months back, and I tell you, her arts impressed me too. I forgot what we were talking about and we started playing with the MSN's that handwriting facility which instead of typing you draw your message. And I started drawing her display picture of her at that time.

And my workpiece nyahaha:

(Psst: A bit SS but I was quite impressed with mine... cuz I always get D for arts in school.)

Then she started drawing MY display pic at that time. Very... very... impressive...

She's really artistic!

Seriously wanna see hers???

You sure???

You want???

Confirmed???

Really???

Erm...

Ok...

I think you will like it a lot...

It's way better than mine.

I really liked it...

I begged her for so long...

To let me show to you guys...

That's why I'm keeping a copy of it...

Here goes...

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